blackpill destroyed any feelings of happiness and desire to live

[dr-problematic]

i was blackpilled since 12, but didnt want to accept it, only after i swallowed agepill i completely shattered my realtiy perception.

nothing is fun anymore, i dont give a fuck about hobbies, work, chicks, anything.

i just want to lay down a rot till my times passes.

its fucking over

 

[nausea]

I died 20 years ago, indeed

 

[dr-problematic]

I died 20 years ago, indeed

yeah, its inner soul death

 

[sepelion]

If it weren't for escaping into VR (Vive) after my wagecucking, I'd probably have offed myself. VR reignited my amusement for vidya and porn, at least for now.

 

[dr-problematic]

If it weren't for escaping into VR (Vive) after my wagecucking, I'd probably have offed myself. VR reignited my amusement for vidya and porn, at least for now.

i want to get bluepilled again

 

[lostcel]

i want to get bluepilled again

legit if i could go back to bluepill i would

ever since finding out how over it actually is, and that everything i've been doing is cope, i can't enjoy tv, music, video games, youtube, netflix anymore. dont enjoy going outside, spending time with family, not even christmas. all i do is just think about how this is cope. i used to love all of these things. i just wake up, think about how over it is, get up and browse shitforums like this one. i wanna go back.

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completely shattered my realtiy perception.

legit, i remember when i was in blissful ignorance, full of hope.

then i started journalling to sort out my issues, funnily enough this is what completely shattered my reality perception, ultimate irony. i literally blackpilled myself.

 

[dr-problematic]

legit if i could go back to bluepill i would

ever since finding out how over it actually is, and that everything i've been doing is cope, i can't enjoy tv, music, video games, youtube, netflix anymore. dont enjoy going outside, spending time with family, not even christmas. all i do is just think about how this is cope. i used to love all of these things. i just wake up, think about how over it is, get up and browse shitforums like this one. i wanna go back.

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legit, i remember when i was in blissful ignorance, full of hope.

then i started journalling to sort out my issues, funnily enough this is what completely shattered my reality perception, ultimate irony. i literally blackpilled myself.

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yea, brother. we r in same boat.

when i got reality i only then realized why they say "ignorance is a bliss", cuz its fucking true.

subhuman low iq chavs, who work at factory for 15 hours, then go drink at local pub, come back to ugly wife and fuck her till they pass out and repeat and they dont think much about life, they are happy.

id agree to go into that life, at least they are truly happy at most part.

and yeah, as u say, i dont enjoy shit anymore. i used to like to track fball news, watch matches, watch some sports, play some games, watch videos, now its like w/e. no interest at all. 0.

 

[DarkMountain666]

My life is over. No one fucking likes me. I'm living lonelier and lonelier everyday. I hope you have the strength to overcome it, brother.

 

[Prince Of Dankness]

No motivation to do anything

 

[St.Tropez]

It is not the blackpill it is that you suck and you are just understandinf it

 

[PM_ME_STRIPPERS]

yea i used to be a like a extreme gamer years ago and i would just cope with that, but when i started working my gaming reduced a lot, then when i learnt of the blackpill and learnt more of why women didnt want to date me, i started to get more and more depressed to the current day where nothing these days is fun to me. I get uninterested easily. I havent played a game properly for like years