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theson
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So I got banned from a discord today. Looking back on it, the overall scene was very much like others I have experienced. First someone silently reports a single remark I make, then the mod shows up and kicks me, then when I rejoin the mod and some othee users gleefully try to provoke me to say something that will get me banned. I guess the worst thing overall about these experiences is that no matter how many times they happen, they never fail to make me feel bad. Like I am at fault. Even though everyone around me seems be to be playing and talking trash it's always me that gets kicked. Often when this happens it makes me think of killing myself because it reminds me how universally despised and repulsive I am, to the extent that I cannot even exist in a goddamn chat room without pissing SOMEONE off. The internet used to be a place I could ho to shoot the shit with likeminded individuals... now it's just an over-moderated gestapo hell.