last night i had a dream, a girl (yes girl, not a foid) who i liked kissed me, it feels real even after waking up for 8 hours. she was just beautiful and pure. she was all what i wanted in my brain. i can still feel her soft lips that wants me to title myself from khhv to Virgin instead. it was so intense. and all of the sudden she started to way weird things like:"dont think this is forever" and all of the sudden my friend spawned in and said she was passed aroud and kissed everyone. i cant handle this. this broke me inside the dream and even hours after the dream knowing she'll never be mine. it felt so perfect at the moment. kissing was so intense and feels so good. i just want to spend more time with her but i never did cuz im a fucking loser. now it doesnt feel empty but a bit broken. i dont know if ill ever find true love anymore.
