Scorpionbeach
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Ever since I was 7-8 I've had extreme social anxiety & been very insecure. since then everytime I go outside I've hated it. I've always constantly been thinking about how everyone around me judge me a lot based on my looks and I've always considered myself ugly. As a child most of the insecurities came from being somewhat fat.
It was so bad that I've never tried to make any friends or talk to others.
Anyway I still have that experience, anytime I go outside I strongly feel that everyone dislike me and thinks that I'm ugly. doesn't matter if I'm at a supermarket, school, cinema etc... I have always felt like a complete outcast in society. The only things that have helped my paranoia go away is alcohol and nicotine.
It was so bad that I've never tried to make any friends or talk to others.
Anyway I still have that experience, anytime I go outside I strongly feel that everyone dislike me and thinks that I'm ugly. doesn't matter if I'm at a supermarket, school, cinema etc... I have always felt like a complete outcast in society. The only things that have helped my paranoia go away is alcohol and nicotine.