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ADHD
Aggressive
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- Joined
- Oct 27, 2022
- Posts
- 174
I was on an antipsychotic olanzapine 30mg for 10-15 days and it permanently damaged my brain, changed my personality, I'm not myself anymore.
Jfl they got me. You've lost me guys.
I feel like this is the end of my old life and now i will start a new life that is more reckless than ever, because that's the only way I can feel something.
Rn i wish I was in the midst of battle somewhere cuz atleast i have a chance of getting killed which is something desirable, and i know brave men don't wish death. But I'm barely a man anymore I'm not even human, might as well be an alien.
I feel like a MK Ultra subject and i bet even they have it better, I'm genuinely convinced mental hospitals are government experiments. I should kill myself.
Jfl they got me. You've lost me guys.
I feel like this is the end of my old life and now i will start a new life that is more reckless than ever, because that's the only way I can feel something.
Rn i wish I was in the midst of battle somewhere cuz atleast i have a chance of getting killed which is something desirable, and i know brave men don't wish death. But I'm barely a man anymore I'm not even human, might as well be an alien.
I feel like a MK Ultra subject and i bet even they have it better, I'm genuinely convinced mental hospitals are government experiments. I should kill myself.