Whether it's my own greed, stupidy or society it's self refusing let me have a job for more than a couple of months, I just cannot keep myself from falling back down to where I started, everytime it happens I'm more crushed then the last time. I finally thought I had an out but something got in my way, I thought I improved but I didn't, I thought I had chance but in reality I'm just not built to live in a society like this, One where my only hope is to get rich because being wageslaving isn't worth it if you end up with nothing, no family to raise, no girlfriend/wife to come home to & no friends. Nothing, no hope of getting my home & no hope for the future. Why should I give back to a society that only wants to harm me.
This is so painful because I thought I had something but maybe I was just lucky or maybe I just don't have it anymore, The ability to make money on my own. The ability to make a man out of myself. I'm a loser and it feels like that's all I will ever be, Just a guy worth nothing, I have no value to bring which means nobody will ever want me.
This is so painful because I thought I had something but maybe I was just lucky or maybe I just don't have it anymore, The ability to make money on my own. The ability to make a man out of myself. I'm a loser and it feels like that's all I will ever be, Just a guy worth nothing, I have no value to bring which means nobody will ever want me.
