Serious The social isolation is rotting my brain

[VλREN]

Wouldn’t be surprised if my brain has shrunk 30%

I feel like am possessed, like I have no control over myself and am just quite literally mindlessly doing the same stuff over and over

I wish I had a job, like I actually want to work that’s how bored I am right now.

I just don’t know how to explain it anymore

Is this how people in prison feel? But in like a worse state?

Am just waisting everything away

I think I just need to crash out and make my life worse so I can gain the courage to kill myself.

 

[cursed]

I wish I had a job, like I actually want to work that’s how bored I am right now.

I think about a job every day.

 

[Low_iq_king5]

is it beyond over?

 

[VλREN]

is it beyond over?

I wish I was actually suicidal

Am jealous of suicidal people

 

[zd60]

I think isolation has destroyed my brain, it feels like soup

 

[cursed]

Am jealous of suicidal people

i couldn't relate more.

 

[Low_iq_king5]

rob a bank and die with glory ig, that's how I imagine one of my fates past 30 years on some north hollywood shit

 

[VλREN]

rob a bank and die with glory ig, that's how I imagine one of my fates past 30 years on some north hollywood shit

With a kitchen knife? Ok brb

 

[Just say NIGGER!]

Find some intellectual hobby. Learn programming for the fun of it I suppose.

 

[VλREN]

Hands down I might start drinking liquor real soon

 

[kapri]

Is this how people in prison feel? But in like a worse state?

This is how solitary confinement feels, and it's deemed an inhuman punishment.

 

[cactusjuice]

pick up gaming i rarely talk but i don’t feel as alone

 

[CHRICOLL]

I think about a job every day.

I can relate but keep in mind that you are gonna be cucked and used like a slave just to go home to nobody

 

[cursed]

I can relate but keep in mind that you are gonna be cucked and used like a slave just to go home to nobody

pretty much i can't just find a reason a good cope to just bite the bullet and work.
I remember when i used to work how it was it was so depressive constantly traveling packing and unpacking at the end of the month i was left empty handed no money in my pockets completely drained.

what's the point in working if you can't even handle money properly, working for me was net loss
i went into debt more than i was able to build capital and i didn't earn enough to spend it with anything substantial material things.

no a penny to show for.

i feel richer unemployed than i would feel employed.