
Sheldor
Napoleon the VIII.
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- Apr 10, 2021
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I am 20 years old and I speak plainly now. I don't give a shit about any kind of misogyny, because I don't hate women. It's not their fault, it's Mother Nature's fault.
But you just have to imagine how ghastly and tragic my life is.
THE ONLY thing I want is to feel LOVE. I feel so lonely and cry to myself every gloomy day.
I have no friends and vegetate lonely every day.
I wish so incredibly much that I had a girlfriend by my side to love and to love me. I want to come home from hard slave work and be welcomed by my girlfriend as she makes me happy again from my miserable and suicidal day.
i want to lie in bed with her and watch netflix under a blanket while outside the raindrops drip on the window pane and the dark room is lit with a candle or two. i want to feel her legs against mine, her warmth, her love. i want to lovingly perceive the scent of her fresh-washed hair while i lie next to her. while we watch a movie, i want to hold her hand and would love to hear her whisper softly in my ear that she loves me.
after that i would like to feel her completely united with me during a affectionate and slow sex and as soon as we are ready to turn off the lights completely and just turn on touching her body, caressing her and kissing her on the forehead.
then get up in the morning and just spontaneously go to the airport with her, book tickets to italy or something and then just walk with her along the sunset at the lake, hold her hand, towards evening go to an italian restaurant, eat pasta with a glass of red wine, look deeply and attractively into her beautiful eyes and just walk.
i would so like to have a life like that, but i am 5'5, fat, ugly, have social anxiety.
But you just have to imagine how ghastly and tragic my life is.
THE ONLY thing I want is to feel LOVE. I feel so lonely and cry to myself every gloomy day.
I have no friends and vegetate lonely every day.
I wish so incredibly much that I had a girlfriend by my side to love and to love me. I want to come home from hard slave work and be welcomed by my girlfriend as she makes me happy again from my miserable and suicidal day.
i want to lie in bed with her and watch netflix under a blanket while outside the raindrops drip on the window pane and the dark room is lit with a candle or two. i want to feel her legs against mine, her warmth, her love. i want to lovingly perceive the scent of her fresh-washed hair while i lie next to her. while we watch a movie, i want to hold her hand and would love to hear her whisper softly in my ear that she loves me.
after that i would like to feel her completely united with me during a affectionate and slow sex and as soon as we are ready to turn off the lights completely and just turn on touching her body, caressing her and kissing her on the forehead.
then get up in the morning and just spontaneously go to the airport with her, book tickets to italy or something and then just walk with her along the sunset at the lake, hold her hand, towards evening go to an italian restaurant, eat pasta with a glass of red wine, look deeply and attractively into her beautiful eyes and just walk.
i would so like to have a life like that, but i am 5'5, fat, ugly, have social anxiety.



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