I just want to sit beside her watching some soy tv series. I just want kiss a girl all night long as she wraps her arms around head pulling me closer. All whilst I gently tuck her hair behind her ear. I want to go on long romantic walks on the beach hand in hand as we stare into the sunset. I want to go rock climbing with her and gaze below us as we cuddle and embrace each other in warmth that not even a thousand infernos could match. I want to lie down on the sofa as she sits on my chest, I stroke her hair when all of a sudden she quietly whispers into my ear “sirlancelot, promise me you'll never leave me”. I want to be able to assure her with every fibre, every bone of my body that I'll stay by her side, no matter her insecurities may say. I want to wake up beside her with her not even drawing attention to my bed head or my morning breath. I want to be able to present myself to her in my most rugged untamed version of myself and still be loved unconditionally. I want to be able give her piggyback rides like we are school children. I want to be able to play tennis with her with no pressure of even being competent at the game. As I strike the ball earning myself a point I want to be able to say “15 love!”. She'll giggle while obviously reading between the lines of that exclamation. I want to be able to read books about king Arthur and the knights of the Round Table. I never fucking read the book despite my name nor do I have any interest in history, but with her I would do it and learn something new all because I have the love of my life beside me.
Chad only though.
Chad only though.
