Venting In high school I fell for a quiet foid

[RealSchizo]

She was really cute and always outcasted, but most likely had a lot of sex outside of school. It seemed to me that she was the perfect girlfriend, I used to daydream about us holding hands, cuddling, the typical things I missed out on as a 17 year old touch starved subhuman incel. I thought I had a chance with her, since she was alone all the time and seemed like the kind of girl that would like me for my persoynality, but I never approached her due to being aware of my subhuman status. Right now I am 5'5, but back then I was around 5'2 and even more skinnyfat. My pre-blackpilled-self used to regret not making the decision to ask her out, but now as I am blackpilled I know that I was definitely going to be brutally rejected. I regret nothing. That potential rejection would have definitely crushed me as I was deeply in love with her.

 

[tired as fuck]

perhaps it would've shattered your memories of her. At the same time, such things are set in stone.

 

[RealSchizo]

perhaps it would've shattered your memories of her. At the same time, such things are set in stone.

That was the only time in my entire life where I thought that I genuinely had a chance with a girl. But I never asked her out, but how can a subhuman with my looks ask a girl out? I was self-aware of my looks because of severe bullying and ostracization that began during my most vulnerable ages.

 

[Leon98]

 

[Soystein]

My pre-blackpilled-self used to regret not making the decision to ask her out, but now as I am blackpilled I know that I was definitely going to be brutally rejected. I regret nothing. That potential rejection would have definitely crushed me as I was deeply in love with her.

Brutal stuff, atleast there's one less wound on your soul this way.

 

[AcidTrip]

I fell in love with a quiet foid that seemed modest. Turned out she was chad only (of course) and had a body count of 10+ at only 16. Never have I fallen for a foid again.

 

[cursed]

brutal
i had countless crushes in school since
i was the observer because i too became self aware at some point
and only dreamed of how life could be with one of them

I didn't know what sex was as a concept.
I just knew boy and girl becomes boyfriend and girlfriend and they kissed each other. and i for one wanted that.
I used to pray with the Rosary is hands every night before sleep for the powers that be in the skies
would bless me with a foid i wanted, saddens me to say my wishes and prayers fell in deaf ears!
and that weakened my faith due to my lascivious self.
Honestly, my relationship with the Lord upstairs is yet to recover.
I seriously envy the true christcucks out there that are capable of thugging it out through tough times while remaining faithful to the Lord's word.
Only Lord knows what would happen if my wishes were granted and I had a female in my world seed maybe its a so called blessing in disguises.
it feels more like a sick joke by Mr. God.

 

[xxdarkpixelsxx]

You protected yourself by not asking her out. She could have been dating a chad or been using normie as emotional dildo

 

[Rapistcel]

She was really cute and always outcasted, but most likely had a lot of sex outside of school. It seemed to me that she was the perfect girlfriend, I used to daydream about us holding hands, cuddling, the typical things I missed out on as a 17 year old touch starved subhuman incel. I thought I had a chance with her, since she was alone all the time and seemed like the kind of girl that would like me for my persoynality, but I never approached her due to being aware of my subhuman status. Right now I am 5'5, but back then I was around 5'2 and even more skinnyfat. My pre-blackpilled-self used to regret not making the decision to ask her out, but now as I am blackpilled I know that I was definitely going to be brutally rejected. I regret nothing. That potential rejection would have definitely crushed me as I was deeply in love with her.

She has fucked at least 50 guys

 

[AutismKing]

She has fucked at least 50 guys