From your sentences you strike the impression of a nerd/autist who was rejected by normies.
This part is true, to a ridiculous degree. I’ve made so many attempts to socialize irl for many years and nothing ever came of it. Can’t say I’m a bed rotter who didn’t try.
One time in 9th grade, there was a group project and everyone had a group in 30 seconds but me because they had friends. I had to go around to each group and ask if I could join, which was humiliating in and of itself. Not one group let me join, not one goddammit. Then the food teacher who was a self obsessed diva looked at me like I was retarded and manually assigned me a group. They treated me like shit.
Been this way most of my life. One time in elementary school at a classmate’s birthday, we were playing hide and seek. I hid and nobody found me, and they just moved on to other activities. When I came out and they saw me they said sorry, we forgot you were playing. It’s OVER for me socially
You reply to other people on .is way more than others do.
That’s because I have no real friends irl and spend almost all of my non-working time alone with nobody to talk to, so it’s easy to talk too much here
You type way more unnecessary stuff than the usual .is user does.
Again it’s because I have nobody else to talk to
You have this weird obsession with cars and like to mention them anytime you can (water). You don’t like copes which might sound NT at first but isn’t really because escapism isn’t effective for you (for many normies it is). I can imagine that you struggle irl because of that.
Yep I’m very realistic and only enjoy real life stuff like cars. My mind is very logical and I don’t get the appeal of video games and sports at all. Cars was my interest since 5 and everyone told me I’d get sick of it and move on. The autistic obsession proved them wrong. I encounter such ridiculous problems with my car stuff since I do so much with it, but I work through the problems and don’t get deterred since it’s the only thing that makes me happy.
Lack of empathy I assume??
Do I seem to lack empathy? I always thought it was the opposite. From my point of view I’m a very chill and easygoing person with decent empathy, and normies are the ones with no empathy and are way nastier than me.
Your way of typing is also autistic but it’s hard to find the right words. You structure your sentences autistically. Hopefully my feedback helps and I was somewhat helfpul.
Yeah I think I’m in that middle ground where I’m not a retarded autist who can’t speak normally but it’s still clear I’m certainly not normal