not so long ago i began writing my thoughts and documenting my life. Initially i was inspired to start doing so when after watching some crime documentaries and being entertained by shooters who kept a journal, disclaimer that i don't admire shooters, i just relate to them and find them fascinateing. i think this was a good idea, and reading back some of the things i wrote make me feel like i understand my mental state somewhat better, it's also quite fun.
