SuicideFuel Would you actually be self-conscious if naked in front of foid? I wouldn't know what to do how to start, it would be the soo f'ing awkward and cringe

[TheGrayWolf]

I'm 26, 5'4"/1.62m and weigh only 110 lbs/49kg. I have extreme lumbar lordosis (lower back curves in, butt sticks out. This is great if your a foid, but not so much if you're a man.)
I also have about 500 freckles covering my whole body plus my whole torso looks very "discoloured", some parts are white, others are darker. I have freckles around my groin.

I mean, if by some miracle (1 in 100,000... which is 0.001%) I do get a foid into bed (not counting sex-escorts) I'd be so self-conscious. Hell, I'm already self-conscious on the phone or talking to people or in public.

How would I even act? What would I do? She'll no I'm a KHHV, it'll be so obvious. I mean, learn to have sex at 26? It's like learning to walk, or learning to read or whatever. This shit takes time. This isn't like driving a fucking car or learning to drive which is easy. She'll know I'm inexperienced.

Hell, me worrying about this is just one big FAT cope!

 

[Subhuman100]

We're supposed to go through this awkward phase of getting naked with a foid for the first time during our teen years, but we didn't cause we are incels

so ofc it will be super weird at 26

 

[TheGrayWolf]

We're supposed to go through this awkward phase of getting naked with a foid for the first time during our teen years, but we didn't cause we are incels

so ofc it will be super weird at 26

The more I watch this the sadder it gets (this literally represents my life). It’s sad to me bc I want to do it but if I do I WILL fail

Context: I'm short, very very very ugly, and weird body

 

[subhuman]

i did it with escorts. its not really that big of a deal. but then again i dont really care what stupid whores think. its kind of like if you have to take your clothes off for a doctor. sex is a solitary and impersonal act. you are just jerking yourself off with a girls stinky roast beef flaps

5'4

its over jfl. i wouldn't think about ascending until you get LL

 

[TheGrayWolf]

i did it with escorts. its not really that big of a deal. but then again i dont really care what stupid whores think. its kind of like if you have to take your clothes off for a doctor. sex is a solitary and impersonal act. you are just jerking yourself off with a girls stinky roast beef flaps

its over jfl. i wouldn't think about ascending until you get LL

5’4” isn’t even the worst part (my dick is more than fine). And if I say it’s not the worst… than my total is VERY BAD. I have a very strange body (curved lower back and I slouch in my neck, cannot be fixed). I also have those dots around my groin and torso which looks like I have some sort of disease). Oh and I’m very strange looking.

Sadly I won’t get LL surgery. I gave up on that. Too expensive, my parents would disavow me, I’m too scared, doctors in Switzerland nor Germany (I’m from both) will do it, trust me I talked to docs in both countries).

It’s over for me, it never began, and I can’t accept it. I’m in jail. For life.

 

[PastillaNegra]

We're supposed to go through this awkward phase of getting naked with a foid for the first time during our teen years

teen love is everything.

 

[TheGrayWolf]

teen love is everything.

 

[wei#3959]

Just stick your penis in her

 

[TheGrayWolf]

Just stick your penis in her

if only I could ever. only in my dreams, I'm already 26, khhv bcugly, short and autistic

 

[unique_freak]

I'm 26, 5'4"/1.62m and weigh only 110 lbs/49kg. I have extreme lumbar lordosis (lower back curves in, butt sticks out. This is great if your a foid, but not so much if you're a man.)
I also have about 500 freckles covering my whole body plus my whole torso looks very "discoloured", some parts are white, others are darker. I have freckles around my groin.

I mean, if by some miracle (1 in 100,000... which is 0.001%) I do get a foid into bed (not counting sex-escorts) I'd be so self-conscious. Hell, I'm already self-conscious on the phone or talking to people or in public.

How would I even act? What would I do? She'll no I'm a KHHV, it'll be so obvious. I mean, learn to have sex at 26? It's like learning to walk, or learning to read or whatever. This shit takes time. This isn't like driving a fucking car or learning to drive which is easy. She'll know I'm inexperienced.

Hell, me worrying about this is just one big FAT cope!

I lost my virginity with a street walker prostitute when I was 26 years old. Look at the picture of my body in my profile picture. If I could do it, it should be child's play for you.

 

[TheGrayWolf]

I lost my virginity with a street walker prostitute when I was 26 years old. Look at the picture of my body in my profile picture. If I could do it, it should be child's play for you.

Maybe bro. But the main problem is my face (deformed head/skull, no cheekbones, head very narrow, very asymmetric eyes (much more than other people’s: one eye is deeper inside skull, it’s also placed higher up and eye ball is larger. Surgery not possible.

I can get a sex escort (legal here in Germany), I will in about a year but I’ll never get free sex, aka love sex

 

[unique_freak]

Maybe bro. But the main problem is my face (deformed head/skull, no cheekbones, head very narrow, very asymmetric eyes (much more than other people’s: one eye is deeper inside skull, it’s also placed higher up and eye ball is larger. Surgery not possible.

I can get a sex escort (legal here in Germany), I will in about a year but I’ll never get free sex, aka love sex

I have a boneless asymmetrical face with no cheekbones too

 

[TheGrayWolf]

I have a boneless asymmetrical face with no cheekbones too

Damn bro. It suxks

We suffer together, I know how it is, trust me.

Just how did you make it to 42? I can’t see beyond 29.5

I mean; I’m psychic I guess. I won’t have a gf then either

 

[RuudVanNistelrooy]

Your only hope is a sympathy sex but never heard that foids offer it.

 

[TheGrayWolf]

Your only hope is a sympathy sex but never heard that foids offer it.

I see what you mean but that’s so very unlikely. Bc my face is disgusting and my body so strange

 

[unique_freak]

Damn bro. It suxks

We suffer together, I know how it is, trust me.

Just how did you make it to 42? I can’t see beyond 29.5

I mean; I’m psychic I guess. I won’t have a gf then either

I didn't have a choice. I just breathe automatically.

 

[HotdogFux]

I lost my virginity with a street walker prostitute when I was 26 years old. Look at the picture of my body in my profile picture. If I could do it, it should be child's play for you.

Fatcels are volcels

 

[LeFrenchCel]

I probably wouldn't be able to get hard if I was into this situation, because of the stress

 

[Betrayed]

Society including all of you motherfuckers forced me to become low inhib

 

[TheGrayWolf]

I probably wouldn't be able to get hard if I was into this situation, because of the stress

!!! Didn’t even think of that. Gigs over for me

 

[LeFrenchCel]

!!! Didn’t even think of that. Gigs over for me

 

[TheGrayWolf]

Society including all of you motherfuckers forced me to become low inhib

How us?

 

[Incelluss]

it wouldnt bother me

 

[CursedShycel]

I think the opposite, I'm so hungry for the female body that the moment I got that opportunity, I would act like a low inhib wild animal. I would touch every single area on her body, I would fuck her in every hole she has. Years of sexual hunger would take away all my anxiety.

 

[TheGrayWolf]

I think the opposite, I'm so hungry for the female body that the moment I got that opportunity, I would act like a low inhib wild animal. I would touch every single area on her body, I would fuck her in every hole she has. Years of sexual hunger would take away all my anxiety.

I also have extreme sexual hunger, I'm a 26 year old KHHV, but tbh... I'm also very short (1.62m/5'4) and only weigh 50kg/110lbs. I also look weird. So despite that, I'd probably be insecure...

 

[NihilisticSoul]

I have a death grip from years of fapping

I would be anxious af.

Chads and stacies are having orgies rn whilst i have never even kissed a foid jfl.

 

[TheGrayWolf]

I have a death grip from years of fapping

I would be anxious af.

Chads and stacies are having orgies rn whilst i have never even kissed a foid jfl.

Same, same, and... same.

I don't know what the term "death grip" here means though. Can you explain?

I have never held hands or hugged a foid either.

And I'm 26...

Only feelings I know:
-Anger.
-Sadness (bc I never got to experience love, and will never)
-Extreme envy of chad/stacy(lite) couples (makes me feel angry)
-VERY low-inhib
-Annoyance bc I can't ever prove my mom and sister wrong, that I don't have a terrible taste in women, I'll never get a gf, let alone a what-is-generally-seen-as-pretty one – I know there are different tastes, but they probably think I like ugly foids)

 

[NihilisticSoul]

I don't know what the term "death grip" here means though. Can you explain?

Death-grip syndrome - Wikipedia

en.m.wikipedia.org

 

[TheGrayWolf]

Death-grip syndrome - Wikipedia

en.m.wikipedia.org

thanks!

 

[TheGrayWolf]

Death-grip syndrome - Wikipedia

en.m.wikipedia.org

oh damn. Are you on no-fap? Never had the discipline to do that myself?

 

[NihilisticSoul]

oh damn. Are you on no-fap? Never had the discipline to do that myself?

No, no fap is a meme tbh


Also i think i already fried my dopamine receptors so its too late.

 

[TheGrayWolf]

No, no fap is a meme tbh

I think the same.

Also i think i already fried my dopamine receptors so its too late.

damn, good way to put it, me too I think :-( too much porn, also yeah I'm only 5'4/1.62m short, and have freckles around my groin area. I'm not unhappy with my dick, but other than maybe a sex-escort in a few years, nobody will see that.

I feel sad for both of us tbh

 

[GrodanBoll]

I think my heart would race so much out of pure anxiety that would pass out

 

[Michael W. Ford]

I'm 26, 5'4"/1.62m and weigh only 110 lbs/49kg. I have extreme lumbar lordosis (lower back curves in, butt sticks out. This is great if your a foid, but not so much if you're a man.)
I also have about 500 freckles covering my whole body plus my whole torso looks very "discoloured", some parts are white, others are darker. I have freckles around my groin.

I mean, if by some miracle (1 in 100,000... which is 0.001%) I do get a foid into bed (not counting sex-escorts) I'd be so self-conscious. Hell, I'm already self-conscious on the phone or talking to people or in public.

How would I even act? What would I do? She'll no I'm a KHHV, it'll be so obvious. I mean, learn to have sex at 26? It's like learning to walk, or learning to read or whatever. This shit takes time. This isn't like driving a fucking car or learning to drive which is easy. She'll know I'm inexperienced.

Hell, me worrying about this is just one big FAT cope!

I'd whip out my boner, and shove it in her cunt.