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From somewhere between the ages of X and Y, I did the following:
-Wake up early every day
-Shower daily
-Brush teeth
-Good hygiene
-Dress better
-Get a basic job
-Graduate college
-Get a haircut
-Get a good career
-Try not to think so negatively
-Better diet, no sugar
-Avoid alcohol, drugs
-Take supplements
-Move out of parents' house
-Get a decent car
-Invest for retirement
-Have plenty of hobbies
-Occasional exercise
-Try to talk to people, attempt to make friends
-Attempt "online dating"
The ONLY thing I achieved by all this is to afford mildly better copes than I could in the past. Yet I'm still incel at age p. In retrospect it would have been better to only looksmax and moneymaxx. Everything else was just wasted effort and cope. The worst thing is I'm probably less happy than I was at age r. I feel like I peaked then, and now it's downhill. I still feel like I wasted my youth despite all that crap I tried. I could have enjoyed life more had I not bothered with the self improvement treadmill. Plus, now all this stuff is a pile of additional responsibilities.
All I really want to do now:
-Continue to invest aggressively so I can quit wagecucking much earlier than normal (mainly just want the freedom from a 9-5, NEETing is sadly not an option where I live)
-Be somewhat healthy enough that I don't have to deal with medical issues
-Maybe consoom the occasional product here or there to cope (but not too much, because that takes away from the first item)
-Somehow make it to Z without roping
-Wake up early every day
-Shower daily
-Brush teeth
-Good hygiene
-Dress better
-Get a basic job
-Graduate college
-Get a haircut
-Get a good career
-Try not to think so negatively
-Better diet, no sugar
-Avoid alcohol, drugs
-Take supplements
-Move out of parents' house
-Get a decent car
-Invest for retirement
-Have plenty of hobbies
-Occasional exercise
-Try to talk to people, attempt to make friends
-Attempt "online dating"
The ONLY thing I achieved by all this is to afford mildly better copes than I could in the past. Yet I'm still incel at age p. In retrospect it would have been better to only looksmax and moneymaxx. Everything else was just wasted effort and cope. The worst thing is I'm probably less happy than I was at age r. I feel like I peaked then, and now it's downhill. I still feel like I wasted my youth despite all that crap I tried. I could have enjoyed life more had I not bothered with the self improvement treadmill. Plus, now all this stuff is a pile of additional responsibilities.
All I really want to do now:
-Continue to invest aggressively so I can quit wagecucking much earlier than normal (mainly just want the freedom from a 9-5, NEETing is sadly not an option where I live)
-Be somewhat healthy enough that I don't have to deal with medical issues
-Maybe consoom the occasional product here or there to cope (but not too much, because that takes away from the first item)
-Somehow make it to Z without roping





