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Incelius Savage is The Godfather of Inceldom
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I utterly hate living with an anxiety disorder: everyone keeps treating me like I'm weird, antisocial, and can't understand social cues now, almost as if they think I'm autistic when all I am is just greatly worried and stuck inside my mind.
I have to fear walking in crowds in case I have a panic attack, which happens a lot as I live in densely populated NYC and I keep dissociating, out of touch with my surroundings and myself, causing me to feel I'm on the verge of losing my mind.
I have to fear having panic attacks now, many times completely at random, I can't go outside when it becomes too severe, and yet it stresses me greatly even when I am inside my home, making me feel hopelessly trapped.
When I am put under immense stress, my ears keep getting painfully overwhelmed, making these banging sounds, my neck feels about it's going to suffocate, I feel bouts of intense heat on my legs and abdomen, my body gets painfully tense, and I become completely incapable of speaking.
Every criticism and failure of me put such intense pressure and shame in my head, sometimes too much for me to handle and I feel completely overwhelmed.
Since I can't get medication currently, all I can do is bear this suffering that only interferes with my life as the dwindling years' of my youth quickly pass by.
I wish to know how do you handle this mental torture to the few anxietycels out there. @Intellau_Celistic @Rot&Repeat @kanyepilled
I have to fear walking in crowds in case I have a panic attack, which happens a lot as I live in densely populated NYC and I keep dissociating, out of touch with my surroundings and myself, causing me to feel I'm on the verge of losing my mind.
I have to fear having panic attacks now, many times completely at random, I can't go outside when it becomes too severe, and yet it stresses me greatly even when I am inside my home, making me feel hopelessly trapped.
When I am put under immense stress, my ears keep getting painfully overwhelmed, making these banging sounds, my neck feels about it's going to suffocate, I feel bouts of intense heat on my legs and abdomen, my body gets painfully tense, and I become completely incapable of speaking.
Every criticism and failure of me put such intense pressure and shame in my head, sometimes too much for me to handle and I feel completely overwhelmed.
Since I can't get medication currently, all I can do is bear this suffering that only interferes with my life as the dwindling years' of my youth quickly pass by.
I wish to know how do you handle this mental torture to the few anxietycels out there. @Intellau_Celistic @Rot&Repeat @kanyepilled