It's Over How to deal with humiliation and social anxiety?

[copecopter]

I live in a shitty neighborhood full of jocks. I am 88 pounds obese (was 140 now 210). I also have a beard and uncut hair, as well as shitty clothes.
Anyway, there's this particular faggot who hates people from my background (I've overheard him talking shit about my country of origin) and he's taller than me and he's a twig (he looks like an inkie but fuck him).
So he always looks at me and smirks and it makes me want to bash his head in.
How to just stop let this bother me and move on with my life? I hate being mogged deliberately by some NT faggot.
Everyone in my neighborhood knows I am ND and know I am a loner.
I am trying to gymcel to fix my appearance and I am not a NEET (I go to uni) and my neighbors keep bothering me and invading my privacy by asking me: Do you study? What do you work? What are you up to now? and they keep eyeing me each time I walk, they're really annoying third world cunts. IDK for some reason third world people keep staring at you and it bothers me.
What to do? This shit might seem trivial but over 10+ years of being exposed to it endlessly my capacity to take all that shit is 0. I feel so fucking sad and pissed off about this.

 

[Yunoo]

Get on one of those weight loss drug. Do exposure therapy. Your problem is pretty fixable

 

[chihiro]

starvemax!

 

[Lunaticcurrycel]

I live in a shitty neighborhood full of jocks. I am 88 pounds obese (was 140 now 210). I also have a beard and uncut hair, as well as shitty clothes.
Anyway, there's this particular faggot who hates people from my background (I've overheard him talking shit about my country of origin) and he's taller than me and he's a twig (he looks like an inkie but fuck him).
So he always looks at me and smirks and it makes me want to bash his head in.
How to just stop let this bother me and move on with my life? I hate being mogged deliberately by some NT faggot.
Everyone in my neighborhood knows I am ND and know I am a loner.
I am trying to gymcel to fix my appearance and I am not a NEET (I go to uni) and my neighbors keep bothering me and invading my privacy by asking me: Do you study? What do you work? What are you up to now? and they keep eyeing me each time I walk, they're really annoying third world cunts. IDK for some reason third world people keep staring at you and it bothers me.
What to do? This shit might seem trivial but over 10+ years of being exposed to it endlessly my capacity to take all that shit is 0. I feel so fucking sad and pissed off about this.

How tall are you bro? I am 5'9" and 215lbs heavier than you and not obese. I don't think you are obese. Just ignore people telling you to take drugs and starvemaxx unless you are 4'8" or smthg. I think you just need to gain mooscles and shiet yk then those guys would think twice before messing with you.

 

[vco]

I live in a shitty neighborhood full of jocks. I am 88 pounds obese (was 140 now 210). I also have a beard and uncut hair, as well as shitty clothes.
Anyway, there's this particular faggot who hates people from my background (I've overheard him talking shit about my country of origin) and he's taller than me and he's a twig (he looks like an inkie but fuck him).
So he always looks at me and smirks and it makes me want to bash his head in.
How to just stop let this bother me and move on with my life? I hate being mogged deliberately by some NT faggot.
Everyone in my neighborhood knows I am ND and know I am a loner.
I am trying to gymcel to fix my appearance and I am not a NEET (I go to uni) and my neighbors keep bothering me and invading my privacy by asking me: Do you study? What do you work? What are you up to now? and they keep eyeing me each time I walk, they're really annoying third world cunts. IDK for some reason third world people keep staring at you and it bothers me.
What to do? This shit might seem trivial but over 10+ years of being exposed to it endlessly my capacity to take all that shit is 0. I feel so fucking sad and pissed off about this.

GLP-1 agonists are your best friends

 

[nihilum]

lose weight

 

[tricho_maniac]

sup fatfuck, fellow fatjeet here 95kgs