it's all in my case
so, there's this cousin of mine, son of my uncle, he is around 8-9 years younger than me; this uncle of mine was/is a big drunkard and barely used to care for his own family back in those days so his kids were often dropped at our places to stay with us and all
i remember when he was growing up and all, he still had noticeable peepee down there that was quite 'shower' kind, almost similar to my index finger (mind the age gape) while i am very much sure back when i was his age i had a 'turtle-head' type of stubby thing down there that i had to dig out to even pee
now he's 18 some, legal age to vote and get driving license here (still can't marry yet till he turns 21 due to stupid laws here) and man...has he mogged me in all freakin' ways, eh ?
- taller than me, good three inches but it's noticeable
- has better hair and beard than me, even his face is prettier than me, he kinda looks like lightweight version of Kumail Nanjiani sans he is a skinny as fuck because he doesn't eat much BUT that guy's still growing and i'm sure he WILL mogg me quite brutally in next 5 years by he turns 22-some


- i already mentioned about getting dickmogged, i haven't got a chance to see his penis after he's turned adult but i'm sure he's packing a bigger junk than mine down there
i used to not care much about all this, considering it all in part of fate and all;
but meeting him recently in start of this year kinda compelled me to at least get my hair and beard improvised rest things are just out of my hand - perhaps improving on T-levels would have some effects on my turtle-head peepee
that's why i started taking pills and minoxidil as i mentioned in this thread here
I'm taking letrozole since a month and half to try to improve T-levels; it doesn't particularly improve testosterone directly but it's something 'aromatase inhibitor' that suppresses production of base material for estrogen, so by choking that it may indirectly help with T-levels on side i've...
incels.is
it's plain innate jealousy of my cousin this skinny moggerlite that compelled me in trying to do something