Venting Where am I mentally | apathy and hatred

[deleted fren]

Whenever I hear a story about someone being beaten or raped or whatever, I don't feel anything. Whenever I hear about someone IRL getting hurt, I don't feel anything. Whenever I watch execution videos, I don't feel anything. After everything I've experienced, I see people no different than I'd see a cat or a dog. Just another animal bound by its instincts. Why should I care when they get hurt? Is it any different than watching a cat get turn apart?

The emotion that dominates my mind nowadays is hatred. I hate people. I can't scroll social media because I get so mad. Anger is pointless if you can't take it out. I don't want to torture myself by reading the comments of disgusting creatures I can't punish. I avoid people irl for a similar reason. I just get so mad at those miserable pathetic rodents. I hate them. I hate them.

Every night I dream of humans being slaughtered like the animals they are by some kind of plague or meteorite. Anything really.

 

[deleted fren]

I wish I could be a submissive soul like so many here, but I'm not. I am a furious man. Worse yet, I am restricted by my physical weaknesses and illnesses. A strong soul placed into a weak pathetic body.

 

[Darth Aquarius]

The only ones left to care about is yourself and like minded individuals who share your struggles, which is basically this forum but even here not everyone gets along which is unfortunate. If we didn’t have this site to communicate and vent our struggles to each other we would be truly alone.

 

[nakolas]

Humans are assholes.

 

[Vittum]

I only feel empathy for my brocels

 

[Pancakecel]

The only ones left to care about is yourself and like minded individuals who share your struggles, which is basically this forum but even here not everyone gets along which is unfortunate. If we didn’t have this site to communicate and vent our struggles to each other we would be truly alone.

 

[Leon98]

The only ones left to care about is yourself and like minded individuals who share your struggles, which is basically this forum but even here not everyone gets along which is unfortunate. If we didn’t have this site to communicate and vent our struggles to each other we would be truly alone.

 

[FuckYou]

Everyone is a blend of the same animal

 

[Poopless One]

Everyone is a nigger

 

[deleted fren]

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The only ones left to care about is yourself and like minded individuals who share your struggles, which is basically this forum but even here not everyone gets along which is unfortunate. If we didn’t have this site to communicate and vent our struggles to each other we would be truly alone.

true.