(This is loosely based of my own experiance, but mainly fiction, let me know what i can improve and what i did right. I like writing things like this)
when i see you i feel differant, my body is as if struck by lightning, when you look at me it's as if i'm witnessed by a crowd of 100,000.
to be near to you is like being near to a bonfire, my being is lit up, warm and my senses heigtened.
my thoughts are filled with your image, wherever i am, you are what i obsess over, all of my being is as if possesed i can't get away from you, even when aren't there.
when i try to sleep you are what keeps me awake, the thought of you speaking to me, laughing, your gentle beautifull speech, it echoes through my mind.
if only i could be with you, but you don't feel the same.
if anything, it's all reversed to you.
when you look at me i can see you're startled, the way your face twists and contorts with horror and contempt.
you seem like you're looking down a dark gloomy hallway when you look at me, you're afraid of me, you hate me.
To be around me, for you, is like being with the corpse of a rotting donkey.
even when i am clean, showered and perfumed, you act like i smell of the worst sewage and filth.
when i smile at you. You look away. I can hear you whisper to people, you both look at me, what did i do? why do you disdain me like this?
when i see you i feel differant, my body is as if struck by lightning, when you look at me it's as if i'm witnessed by a crowd of 100,000.
to be near to you is like being near to a bonfire, my being is lit up, warm and my senses heigtened.
my thoughts are filled with your image, wherever i am, you are what i obsess over, all of my being is as if possesed i can't get away from you, even when aren't there.
when i try to sleep you are what keeps me awake, the thought of you speaking to me, laughing, your gentle beautifull speech, it echoes through my mind.
if only i could be with you, but you don't feel the same.
if anything, it's all reversed to you.
when you look at me i can see you're startled, the way your face twists and contorts with horror and contempt.
you seem like you're looking down a dark gloomy hallway when you look at me, you're afraid of me, you hate me.
To be around me, for you, is like being with the corpse of a rotting donkey.
even when i am clean, showered and perfumed, you act like i smell of the worst sewage and filth.
when i smile at you. You look away. I can hear you whisper to people, you both look at me, what did i do? why do you disdain me like this?
