autisticandugly
thinking
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ever since i was a teen in the back of my fathers car from school, seeing girls i knew after school with thier boyfreinds friends or even alone who were in my eyes cute (not necessarily attractive) or when i was on my college campass looking at those cute girls studying whilst i was or outside once again, to now when i go to walks through towns seeing girls in coffee shops or resuturants enjoying life while i suffer deeply inside knowing that i have no chance makes me want to kill myself, i have no chance with these girls and i hate the sight of it at times as it always drives me into deep pessimism.





