Oneitiscel
Failed Jestermaxxx LDAR Extraordinaire
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I am 24 years old. I have never held hands with a girl. I have never kissed a girl. I have never been in a relationship with a girl. I am still a virgin 1: Girls don't like me/think I'm weird, 2: I'm physically unattractive 3: I'm scared of intimacy.
- Girls never really liked me. Girls seem to pay attention to my friends but not me. I get pretty much a lukewarm response from all of them. Combine that with the fact that I don't party and drink rarely and when I do only a few beers, I guess a lot of girls don't want a guy they can't take shots.
- I'm not the best looking guy in the world. All of my friends frequently get called cute/hot/sexy/handsome. I have been called cute once by ONE girl and that was online so doesn't count.
View: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/s/qzZV1uluEq
With that said, there is this part of me that feels like what I would probably describe as doubt, but I don't think it is. What I mean is that I have this thing where sometimes I wonder "If my dad had been around more, would I still be trans?" or like "Had I been more popular with girls in high school, would I be trans today?" It feels like such weird thoughts because logically I know that nothing would make me not trans, but I keep wondering what if?





