Serious When something good is supposed to happen, do you do as if it won't happen?

[Eschewcel]

Anything good that's planned in your life, for example, when you ask your boss for a raise, you just tell yourself there is no way he's gonna accept.
When you planned to see family members, you act like it's 100% sure it's gonna be canceled?

Whatever you do or hope for, you tell yourself that it won't happen so you won't be disappointed?
I had that with foids for a long time, but with life in general it's something new (I'm 26 now)

It's a new mechanism that has been transplanted into my brain this year, at the age of 26, and it's life-changing. My life is even more pitiful than before because I no longer have any hope in any field, but at least when I take a rejection, whatever it is, I am not especially disappointed because I knew it would happen.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

With my subhuman genetics and being like shit because of it, I always expect life to fuck me over.

 

[LOLI BREEDING]

yeah same. nothing I do or have ever done matters or has had any impact on anything. so I just ldar in front of pc all day. before 26 I had some hope now I have barely any. I guess 26 really is the gate of oldceldom

 

[Hector Barbossa]

There isn't realistically anything that could change my situation for the better, so by default I assume everything will either stay the same or get worse from here on out.

I was going to include that finding a gf would change my situation for the better in the first sentence, but then I remembered I said realistically.

I still have some naive hope, as I have not reached 26 yet, but by then my spirit will probably have been truly defeated, if I am not dead by then.

 

[Deleted member 10124]

yeah same. nothing I do or have ever done matters or has had any impact on anything. so I just ldar in front of pc all day. before 26 I had some hope now I have barely any. I guess 26 really is the gate of oldceldom

It only gets worse from here on out.

Try being 34.

 

[Deleted member 27161]

Yea