Hard to say, really, it was probably around 13, perhaps a little younger, when I started understanding that I wasn't exactly developing in the social sense on par with my peers. Although, I wasn't really giving it much thought, listening to sweet nothings from my parents, telling me how everything comes in its time and all the other bullshit. I believe it was around your age when I was first exposed to blackpill content. Found it interesting, but not much more. Really says something about societal conditioning, that even when I found only group of people, able to relate to my experiences, I still wrote it off as nothing more than some marginal group. As the time went, however, my normie friends and parents' spiels about me just being a late bloomer didn't come to fruition. As a good normie of course I first turned inside, because obviously it must be my fault. In reality, nothing can blackpill you as much as life itself, and after some more agonizing experiences, I remembered that incel content I first thought nothing more than just some weird low-internet ideology. It was shortly there after that I can say, that I was really blackpilled. As much bad as it sounds, I find it good that nowdays youngcels like you get to the unfortunate conclusion faster than some other people. Having to suffer without people, who can relate to you for years on end does no good, believe me.
