When I was 12 and started doing the math in my head and tought "my mom is 5'7 and my dad is 5'8?,oh fuck I'm not going past 5'7",that was when I realized it was over 
When I looked in the mirror
High school sucked any ounce of hope out of my body
The moment puberty hit and i started showing interest in foids
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As early as middle school, by then I could already sense that I was underappreciated, it wasn't until I was 18, where I fully reflected on my looks and the negative reinforcement because of it.
3 and a half years old during family vacations... .
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When I got on a dating app for about 6 months and realized that other people actually get matches. Thought it was legitimately normal to never get a match in over a year, no matter how much tweaking you did to your profile.
Then, some women I knew told me point-blank there's no point in me being on there at my height. 5'4"
Realized it myself and then had women say it to my face.
Then, some women I knew told me point-blank there's no point in me being on there at my height. 5'4"
Realized it myself and then had women say it to my face.
I was bluepilled up to 18 because of friends and family after that I realized it was over
After starting puberty and seeing how I got treated different from others
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Not yet
(I'm a fatcel)
Still hope for me pray for me chat I got good bones under all that fat
(I'm a fatcel)
Still hope for me pray for me chat I got good bones under all that fat
When I was 16
It never began
When I was 15
When I start noticing femoids' body language and subtle cues.
At around 14-15 when I watched my bluepill ND friends desperately trying to fit into normies circles by mimicking, and how bad they were treated, mocked, laughed at, etc. I personally never made any attempts to establish connection with normies or females.
third trimester
That was brutal, if you have to try is already ovER.
When i was 8 i think. I had a crush on my cousin's best friend. We were in class together, i told her i loved her and the rejection was brutal, not in the moment ,since i said it was a joke when i realized she was gonna reject me, but she started spreading the rumor, she started avoiding me, if id want to talk to her shed run away, so i became lonely, i started getting bullied then, id get into a lot of fights but having my cousin in class it was bearable. I already knew i was ugly, but i thought it would improve growing up and i still had male friends so it didnt make me too miserable. But then at 11 i got to middle school , i had no friends and there was a rumor that i was "insane" so nobody would speak to me, rhey would act scared treating me like the classic weird kid stereotype , scared id snapp and do something bad. I was non responsive to the bullying for almost a year and started fighting back the seconr and third year, they were genuinely hell. My moment of realization wasnt really because of my looks, since i abandoned the idea of ever having a girlfriend very early , but i started thinking it was gonna be over at 12 , i realized i was never gonna have real friends or be happy, and that i was too autistic to interact like a normla person. I held on to this belief until covid gave me a break during hs. Then trouhht online practice i got more comfortable talking to people, and i became able to communicate with others , also in real life too
The fact that we ended up on this forum is enough
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