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Discussion when did you first think of committing suicide?

Age 10 or 11.
 
14.

I remember taking my dad’s shotgun from under my parent’s bed and looking at it for a long while
 
It's tough to actually look for your bullies before the police catches you lol
Not if they study in the same classroom as you
 
Around age 12 or 13 I first truly became suicidal. My puberty not going right made me physically ugly on top of my already major struggle with autism.

That's what really pushed me over the edge.
 
I once stared at my dad's glock for 3 hrs and then i realized that I'm a coward lol
14.

I remember taking my dad’s shotgun from under my parent’s bed and looking at it for a long while
 
Not if they study in the same classroom as you
Salvador ramos / Adam lanza/ Virginia tech guy pretty much killed the whole classroom.. yeah, you can do that
 
Around age 12 or 13 I first truly became suicidal. My puberty not going right made me physically ugly on top of my already major struggle with autism.

That's what really pushed me over the edge.
The puberty thing applies to me too, I know how you feel
 
Nah I just want revenge against people who did me wrong, I don't get why people who shoot up schools never kill their bullies, it's retarded
Same here Mr Mossad Agent, its specific sadistic people who tormented me that I hate, not randoms. I still hate normies but it is a different level.

In 8th grade is when I first started considering it. I now smoke weed and vape daily, those are my favorite copes. I drink a lot too its harder for me to come by
 
14 because of bullying and low self esteem
 
for me, it was when i was 9 years old. I used to think of ways to kms when i got yelled at. The most common story id think of was:
ill somehow make a gun -> give it to my friend(later changed to someone i wasnt close with because i figured no one will do it if theyre my friends + what if my friend gets arrested lol) and tell him to shoot me while i sleep. The reason i wouldnt do it myself was to avoid making my parents sad. I kept adding to this fantasy for a few years until i was fully into making it look like an accident.
Tell me your stories brocels!
In pre-k I told my teacher I wanted to die and then in the 5th grade I actually attempted
 
1/2 months after I turned 16. That was seriously the time I was planning out my attempt by Valentines Day, writing out a suicide note, etc; not a good fucking time to be alive.

Went Christiancel afterwards, learning suicide will send you to hell, and totally stopped swearing and everything lol. Despite my general dislike of religion nowadays, Christianity saved my life and I’ll hold up the belief to being beneficial to certain people in certain situations.
 
8 years old. Getting bullied by whites at school and abused by my parents.
 
1/2 months after I turned 16. That was seriously the time I was planning out my attempt by Valentines Day, writing out a suicide note, etc; not a good fucking time to be alive.

Went Christiancel afterwards, learning suicide will send you to hell, and totally stopped swearing and everything lol. Despite my general dislike of religion nowadays, Christianity saved my life and I’ll hold up the belief to being beneficial to certain people in certain situations.
It's okay to be a christcel
 
Somewhere in high school
 
Whoa, finally the young ones are commenting
It was a bad attempt I tried to hold my breath and then tried to use a hanger but I fell and felt stupid
 
8th grade, became a lot more serious this year, actually put a loaded gun to my head but was too much of a pussy to pull the trigger
 
Stumbled upon my dad's handgun when I was 12. Was a pretty shitty year of my life and the peak of my bullying at school. Thought long and hard about it before pussying out.
 
Around 10 or so.
 
Probably 19 or 20
 
13-14 was when I first started thinking of ending my life, but I didn’t start thinking about it seriously/deeply until I was around 16.
 
for me, it was when i was 9 years old. I used to think of ways to kms when i got yelled at. The most common story id think of was:
ill somehow make a gun -> give it to my friend(later changed to someone i wasnt close with because i figured no one will do it if theyre my friends + what if my friend gets arrested lol) and tell him to shoot me while i sleep. The reason i wouldnt do it myself was to avoid making my parents sad. I kept adding to this fantasy for a few years until i was fully into making it look like an accident.
Tell me your stories brocels!
Like actually feeling like I want too? Probably not tell these last couple of years it gets worse each year. No way in my current state im gonna last many years its extremely overwhelming, I have bad waves of it atleast fee times a week that last a couple days its miserable
 
for me, it was when i was 9 years old. I used to think of ways to kms when i got yelled at. The most common story id think of was:
ill somehow make a gun -> give it to my friend(later changed to someone i wasnt close with because i figured no one will do it if theyre my friends + what if my friend gets arrested lol) and tell him to shoot me while i sleep. The reason i wouldnt do it myself was to avoid making my parents sad. I kept adding to this fantasy for a few years until i was fully into making it look like an accident.
Tell me your stories brocels!
at 13
 
Sam
8th grade, became a lot more serious this year, actually put a loaded gun to my head but was too much of a pussy to pull the trigger
Same. Might muster up some courage one day
 
Stumbled upon my dad's handgun when I was 12. Was a pretty shitty year of my life and the peak of my bullying at school. Thought long and hard about it before pussying out.
Same, one day I'll do it hopefully.
 
13-14 was when I first started thinking of ending my life, but I didn’t start thinking about it seriously/deeply until I was around 16.
Puberty goes hard
 
Like actually feeling like I want too? Probably not tell these last couple of years it gets worse each year. No way in my current state im gonna last many years its extremely overwhelming, I have bad waves of it atleast fee times a week that last a couple days its miserable
It always gets worse. I ain't gonna be here for long too.
 
for me, it was when i was 9 years old. I used to think of ways to kms when i got yelled at. The most common story id think of was:
ill somehow make a gun -> give it to my friend(later changed to someone i wasnt close with because i figured no one will do it if theyre my friends + what if my friend gets arrested lol) and tell him to shoot me while i sleep. The reason i wouldnt do it myself was to avoid making my parents sad. I kept adding to this fantasy for a few years until i was fully into making it look like an accident.
Tell me your stories brocels!
at 15
 

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