Discussion What were the lowest years of your life?

[soft]

Around 2018, can't remember the exact year. I lost all hope and planned to have my last bit of fun, then rope. I was living with my parents and had a bit of savings from previous jobs. Binged on alcohol for a few months, then when the money ran out, I was supposed to rope. Didn't have the courage to do it and obviously I'm still here.

 

[undertaker77]

1993 - The earliest year I can remember white people trying to be niggas and I felt like the only white kid in the world in 1993 who didn't want to be a nigga
1997 - I realised I wasn't a kid anymore and there was too much pressure on me to be a grown up.
1998 - Bullied at school and depressed. Also that year my cousin destroyed all my belongings.
1999 - Bullied at school and all my friends moved away because their families wanted to live elsewhere for a new millennium. My grandmother also died that year.
2002- I had left school and I knew I would never speak to a girl my age ever again.
2008 - My uncle died and later that year I got beaten up by chads when I tried to ascend with a girl I liked.
2009 - The indie rock music scene I liked came to an end. Also that year I worked in a shop and everyone else who worked there were nasty to me.
2013 - All my favourite shops closed down that year. Also that same year an evil sheboon threatened me.
2023 - I had health scares that year.

 

[Chadrick Star]

2020-until now

 

[Eternatus]

The year after

 

[fatass30000]

TRUECEL EXPERIENCE: Every year of your life has been a low point

 

[TimeMachineOrLDAR]

Every passing year of my life is the worst one. I am trapped in this torment and my inevitable end will be by suicide, because even though I have a lot of willpower and am still holding on, no man can possibly take this amount of pain, as it is being amplified gradually. I don't relate with incels who experience joy. I relate with the doomed, such as me. I don't even know what joy feels like, or remember when the last time was that i felt happiness.

 

[TimeMachineOrLDAR]

Since my brother died in 2021. There are some rare lights in my life but overall i feel deeply broken

I am sorry.

 

[Glassness]

Probs like 2023 I was pretty down

 

[phonoix6x]

Present time : no freinds, family or anything of value just deep constant primordial hatred and jealousy towards everything and everyone, everything about me is deteriorating severally , my memory , critical thinking , analytical skills etc ... , have all worsened and i can't think properly anymore which is making university even harder , i get lots of temptations, I hear and see things (metaphorically in mincraft), I don't know who I am becoming anymore, I don't even feel human I am losing parts of my control, i don't even remember the last time i felt someone's skin. ( all in gta 5)

 

[Cuckoja]

I am sorry.

Thanks brocel

 

[UglyDumbass]

2018-2021 for anyone reading,

Shortly after high school graduation I did nothing with my life and locked myself in my room. Obtained my driver's license extremely late since I had no money at the time.

Started college but couldn't afford it anymore and dropped out, leaving me in debt. Also became sexually frustated since no gf STILL, even after years of trying.

I fell into a deep sadness that sucked any enthusiasm out of me. Roping was becoming a tempting option.

And covid happened.

tl;dr I realized my entire K1-12 interactions & knowledge were worthless in the real world.

2016-Now. Although I was a lot happier in 2016-2019. I feel like things were getting worse as more years went on.

 

[TimeMachineOrLDAR]

2015 - now

 

[ordinaryotaku]

So far this whole year. Got extorted dozens of times out of money from many people, been getting harassed by the local police and have been picked up over 12 times just this year and accumulated two tickets, crashed my low mileage older car after a deer jumped up from a ravine in the middle of the night and ran right in front (and insurance refused to cover anything), forced to sell my other car, about to get kicked out of college because they fucked up my financial aid, childhood cat died unexpectedly, too busy with a lot of shit to have much free time with projects (including fixing my fucked up car), having to deal with stressful moving bullshit, no time to go on vacation.

Just way too much unlucky bullshit on my plate this year, I honestly would have just Ronnie'd if it wasn't for my other cats and my friend group.