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2018-2021 for anyone reading,

Shortly after high school graduation I did nothing with my life and locked myself in my room. Obtained my driver's license extremely late since I had no money at the time.

Started college but couldn't afford it anymore and dropped out, leaving me in debt. Also became sexually frustated since no gf STILL, even after years of trying.

I fell into a deep sadness that sucked any enthusiasm out of me. Roping was becoming a tempting option.

And covid happened.

tl;dr I realized my entire K1-12 interactions & knowledge were worthless in the real world.
 
2013, 2018, 2021 and this year, 2025.

2013 i realized i will likely never be truly loved because of my autism and my looks situation having gotten exponentially worse.

2018 i started to get fit but i lost some vision in one eye for 6 months and thought i was gonna have a terminal illness

2021 i felt betrayed by my online friends and worse of all my own family by being sent to the psych ward, abused drugs to cope. COVID stopped being fun and became miserable and satanic

2025 i got rejected by police force and felt betrayed by my oneitis and was sent to the psych ward again


Honorable mentions: 2019 (got psychosis for 3 months and was in and out of the psych ward)
 
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2016 up to now with the exception of 2018 and 2020
But for me it's this year
At least in the previous years I had hope and was coping that things would get better but now the mog and reality have set it in now so now I'm focused on careermaxxing
 
I would say 2016-2017 because of bullying at school
 
For me it's this year
At least in the previous years I had hope and was coping that things would get better but now the mog and reality have set it in now so now I'm focused on careermaxxing
Nice profile picture
 
Can't decide if it was high school or university. While in university, I looked back to high school thinking that they were the worst years and that I had become better, but now, looking back on both from outside, I recognize that my situation in university was tragic too.
 
2015 to 2017 wagecuck 2017-2018 college and loneliness forced to stay the year by parents, 2018 to 2021 wagecuck again,

2021, I walk out fed up by the low wage as i get neetbuxx and fucking dip, Neet since then.
 
High school, 1998-2002.

I was in a mental hospital for three days when I was 15; a month into my freshman year in high school. After I got out, I was told by the principal that I would be required to have an aide keep me in line-of-sight at all times on school grounds for the safety of the other students or I would have to enroll in a different school.

I felt like an inmate during high school the way that I had to be escorted by an aide everywhere and it was impossible to have much direct interaction with the other students as I had no privacy with the aide hovering nearby. Also, like most schools, it was usually the "special" (retarded) kids that had an aide assigned to them like this, so quite a few students assumed I was a retard even though I did well in school and was taking AP classes.

The upside was that I was never targeted for harassment by the other students because nobody would dare do anything in the view of the aide even if I could hear rumors being spread about "the psycho kid" behind my back.
 
Since the day I was born till now
 
Every year is quite horrid—but I suppose that the 'lowest' would be my years in grade nine to eleven. I still had no real concept of the black-pill, and therefore, I kept trying to make something of that which can not be. That is, I was attempting to understand "who I was" when I, in a general sense, am not anything. None of us are anything.
 
2018-2021 for anyone reading,

Shortly after high school graduation I did nothing with my life and locked myself in my room. Obtained my driver's license extremely late since I had no money at the time.

Started college but couldn't afford it anymore and dropped out, leaving me in debt. Also became sexually frustated since no gf STILL, even after years of trying.

I fell into a deep sadness that sucked any enthusiasm out of me. Roping was becoming a tempting option.

And covid happened.

tl;dr I realized my entire K1-12 interactions & knowledge were worthless in the real world.
How do you try getting a GF?
 
Right now, I should be getting my driver's license, I should be going to school, but I'm not. I'm going to bed the latest and waking up the latest.
Every day I lie in my bed for at least 3 hours after waking up, because I just don't have the energy to get out.

My diet is almost nonexistent. And other private problems that affect me. It's really fucking depressing and demoralizing.
 
Cold approaching attempts as I have posted on here. Spoiler alert: all of them failed
How can u do that? I'm socially retarded. What do u said to them? How you have the balls to do It?
 
Right now arguably. Consistent stress plus I’ve been written out of the will and am on the verge of eviction
 
All of them were trash but my life is really shit right now
 
my birth - now
 
Late 20s, early 30s.

When I was still ruled by fear of missing out.
 
2018-2021 for anyone reading,

Shortly after high school graduation I did nothing with my life and locked myself in my room. Obtained my driver's license extremely late since I had no money at the time.

Started college but couldn't afford it anymore and dropped out, leaving me in debt. Also became sexually frustated since no gf STILL, even after years of trying.

I fell into a deep sadness that sucked any enthusiasm out of me. Roping was becoming a tempting option.

And covid happened.

tl;dr I realized my entire K1-12 interactions & knowledge were worthless in the real world.
Every passing year of my life is the worst one. I am trapped in this torment and my inevitable end will be by suicide, because even though I have a lot of willpower and am still holding on, no man can possibly take this amount of pain, as it is being amplified gradually. I don't relate with incels who experience joy. I relate with the doomed, such as me. I don't even know what joy feels like, or remember when the last time was that i felt happiness.
 
2018-2021 for anyone reading,

Shortly after high school graduation I did nothing with my life and locked myself in my room. Obtained my driver's license extremely late since I had no money at the time.

Started college but couldn't afford it anymore and dropped out, leaving me in debt. Also became sexually frustated since no gf STILL, even after years of trying.

I fell into a deep sadness that sucked any enthusiasm out of me. Roping was becoming a tempting option.

And covid happened.

tl;dr I realized my entire K1-12 interactions & knowledge were worthless in the real world.
early middle school
 
2023-now

All I do is get up and work, then go to bed. I feel like shit, and seeing people my age go out and do shit while I rot fills me with a rage that I can't really put into words.

I remember at work one day I realized most of my 20s were behind a screen, and it fucked with me for a while.
 
From the years of 2021 to now
 
2008 and 2010
 
2023 and 2025
 
This year and last year. I find it difficult to enjoy anything, and I dont even like sleeping anymore
 
This year and last year. I find it difficult to enjoy anything, and I dont even like sleeping anymore
I feel the same way, but for me this started -around May this year.
 
2016-2018 high school years were depressing as fuck. Thanks to weed, I was able to get very high everyday, and make it through.
 
id say 2022 and 2023 were by far the worst, i was having a mental breakdown and had to get on meds
 
The Late-2000s because I missed out on teenage love.

The Mid-2010s because I missed out on the rest of my youth.

My teenage years were marginally worse because I was also being relentlessly bullied at school.
 
2020 and 2025 by far. Hopefully next year is better.
 
Either the middle school years
Either right now
 
2023 and 2024 summer, and by far 2025 is the worst year that I’ve ever experienced in my whole life
 
Since my brother died in 2021. There are some rare lights in my life but overall i feel deeply broken
 
I wrote out two whole paragraphs detailing my experiences when I realized the answer to your question is every year since the age of 14. My whole life has been dogshit. Only recently its improved due to neetbux.
 
Now. And I realize it will only get worse. In fact I probably should be cherishing this time and enjoying it because I know in 5-10 years I will look back and think of now as "better times"
 
I would say 2013-2017 or so.
 

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