Experiment What was your reaction when you first found out about the BP?

[Shark]

I remember everything suddenly started feeling pointless and bleak after discovering the blackpill. It's like I died inside the more I started seeing the harsh truths about life that I didn't quite want to admit to myself in my redpill phase

 

[Ghostface]

extreme psychosis

 

[zd60]

idk, I really never found any of the pills, I stumbled upon random thoughts in my head and eventually found this place after years of isolation and talking to walls

 

[Xul]

I was born this way so i never really had a reaction to it

 

[Animecel2D]

It put a word to everything I had experienced in my life

 

[Icarus]

I think it changed me for the better tbh. I stopped trying to impress people, and I learned a lot about myself from all the time I've spent in my room alone.

Sure I'm completely broken inside, and I am so depressed that its hard to get out of bed, but I'm just glad I didn't waste my time on chasing whores all my life.

I'm hoping it's the key component to me getting out of here when I die. Leaving samsara so to speak. Complete detachment from everything.

 

[Divineone]

Got more depressed and nihilistic

 

[Obanchito]

The dots finally started to connect

 

[BasedGoyslopReviews]

first reaction was binge reading/watching more of the bp
then the aftermath was I didnt talk to anyone for 2 years

 

[unhingedsamsung]

View: https://youtu.be/ksTGa6Z4gLg

 

[unhingedsamsung]

Got more depressed and nihilistic

 

[recessed]

I remember everything suddenly started feeling pointless and bleak after discovering the blackpill. It's like I died inside the more I started seeing the harsh truths about life that I didn't quite want to admit to myself in my redpill phase

everything clicked.

 

[AsiaCel]

Surprisingly not much. I've always (correctly) see myself as inferior or at least socially oppressed, by class, status, relationship etc.

The blackpill just say there's no solutions

 

[recessed]

 

[Hoor Al-Ayn]

not hard to swallow, everything made sense just like that, it was good dose of clarity

 

[Lonelyus]

AN extreme eye opener to reality and my struggles, OH so it was my looks.

 

[MRHK_57]

Everything make sense, then everything lost its meaning.

 

[pointless Existence]

I remember everything suddenly started feeling pointless and bleak after discovering the blackpill. It's like I died inside the more I started seeing the harsh truths about life that I didn't quite want to admit to myself in my redpill phase

i was blackpilled since i was 11 or 12 so nothing changed

 

[DarkStar]

Things began to make sense, and I began to look for more and more answers

But

It did also make me feel worse and depressed more

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Relief

It just confirmed with data some theories I made up in my mind and discovered that I was far from being the only guy in my situation

 

[Extern]

I don't really remember, I hadn't hit puberty yet but I think I just found it interesting. I think everything was lumped in under redpill back then, feels like the word blackpill came later