Discussion What type of looks do you get from other people?

[Diddy]

As a kid, I used to get looks of disgust, but once I hit puberty, I've been getting looks of hostility ever since.

 

[Zhou Chang-Xing]

As a kid, I used to get looks of disgust, but once I hit puberty, I've been getting looks of hostility ever since.

Everyone is either disgusted by my existence, they hate the fact that I exist, or they laugh at me. Well, most people pretend like I don't exist or I don't register on their radar but when I do usually people are extremely negative.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

A bit of everything negative

 

[PLA1092]

Not a normie trait, you can be a LTN manlet who just isn't subhuman enough for people to care about him, them only responding negatively if approached; I guess that happens to me more often than people overtly being disgusted or hostile just by seeing me.

 

[Govid_Dorious]

invisible plus i dont walk around looking at people's face

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Short men eventually adjust to it. Especially after discrimination.

As a 5'3(Tending towards 5'2) man, I've been denigrated and referred to as a "pipsqueak" by much taller men. One threatened to "kick me around" if I ever spoke to him.

Yes. When I lived in a shelter, years ago, I watched a certain Tyrone constantly smoke marijuana and sleep with girls of every race. He was over 6' and very arrogant. The man frequently laughed at me with his shelter friends and threatened to assault me.

I was grateful to see him leave.

Yes. One of my bullies, a Tyrone, threatened to "kick me around". He would play loud rap music and throw dice at my door each night.

Many males have physically threatened me or hit me and quickly walked away.

Have you ever been actually hit in the face like punched by a complete stranger? Because I have

People don't like trucels

No. However, I was shoved into desks several times by a tall Latino years ago. He walked off laughing with his friend(The friend said nothing about it).

Yes, I've been shoved, pushed, and threatened many times. A tall White male told me I could only get overweight women. Several Black males have laughed at the idea of "kicking" me around. A tall Latino boy would shove me into desks and start laughing in Spanish afterwards.

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In my case, she would threaten me whenever I was hesitant to eat dinner with other relatives, or unable to greet them out of anxiety.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Recall the foid from group therapy:

In my "Morning Group", a girl named Hailee switched schools to escape her ex-boyfriend. She was so enamored by him that she developed anorexia and returned to her previous school to unite with him.

She constantly spoke of "West"...Wauwatosa West. Wauwatosa East.

"Well, my ex boyfriend goes to West, but I switched schools after my breakdown and went to East."

"I'm thinking about going back to West"

"He has a new girlfriend and I am so hurt. I want to go back to West!"

"So...I'm getting DBT, and going back to West..."

She was in "Partial", and the psych hospital.
Her lovely gestures:

D.D was considerate enough to acknowledge my presence, since the other youth either ignored me or spoke over me during my turn to speak.

She also patronized me when I was told to partner with her for a group activity, as I was anxious and unable to make eye contact("Intellau!"). I later heard her mention something about "I rarely make eye contact with people...".

 

[Nemesis]

Sub5 male - neutral/postive
Normies up and foids - hostile
Somebody that I need to help with my knowlage and fix some stuff - good

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Somebody that I need to help with my knowlage and fix some stuff - good

Yes, a Mongoloid. Another time, an East Asian man asked me for directions. I was unable to help him much, but the exchange was pleasant.

Also, a Japanese man in Starbucks gave me free water. The East Asian woman who counseled me on housing options during my health insurance exam was very respectful.

An East Asian woman from the SSA helped me schedule my disability evaluation.

Asian females seem to treat me better; an Asian woman from the youth commune named "Ami" asked me if I wanted to join their yoga session, which I declined(Bullying).

A Sand foid gave me a "Wellness" evaluation for insurance reasons. She also counseled Mother on growth milestones.

An East Asian man once held a door open for me. Given his job and short statute(Shorter than me), I assume he was disabled.

I bowed and thanked him.

...

Yes, many times. In group therapy, I was repeatedly criticized because I couldn't socialize. A White foid with a rich social life was given constant passes daily. They also switched my activities after she omitted her full name from her goal sheet(I was handing them out). This was after frowning at me and keeping her head down to avoid me.

Given that we are of different races, I believe it was also due to an incident involving an "interracial pairing" in the group. The male of that pairing took the (White) female outside and did "things" with her near a river.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Intellau_Celistic said:
Continued:

There was the time I was laughed at by a group of Castizas as I walked into Wal-Mart, as well as the time a younger girl from group therapy told me to "stand over" in another area of the lobby. I was required to hand my medication to the nurse.

Her lovely gestures:

She also patronized me when I was told to partner with her for a group activity, as I was anxious and unable to make eye contact("Intellau!"). I later heard her mention something about "I rarely make eye contact with people...".

I recall writing "It is acceptable to have a healthy weight" on her compliments sheet. She was indifferent.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Yes. White foids avoid me on the sidewalk, buses and trains. White fathers have quickly snatched their daughters away to protect them from me. A White store clerk kept following me around and invited management to question me.

Ironically enough, in the youth commune, a certain pale White brunette staff member would always speak to me quickly, which I still was able to understand even while dazed from napping. She spoke slowly to the other Blacks. A car filled with young Whites drove past me as I walked to the nearby transit station(5B) and they quickly yelled out racial slurs. Again, I understood their remarks perfectly as the Blacks around me struggled to make sense of them.

I was mostly bullied by Blacks.

Except, of-course, for the time a tall White male noticed my presence as I was standing near a train platform. He then started denigrating me for my race in front of a crowd of White liberal males/females. No intervention.

"Sup Nig-guh"

"You make all the obese girls faint. Keep your shirt on..."

I never spoke to him and felt too dissociated from social anxiety/autism to respond.

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I was waiting in the "shelter connect" room on another occasion when a blonde White woman told me to leave. She was the only receptionist present and said, "You must wait upstairs!". When I returned the next day, the White male clerk said nothing about me staying and let me stay until closing time.

One scurried away from me in a Target Field skywalk. Would you say that she wisely avoided a "Toll"?

Yes. When I was in the hospital, a hole volunteer recognized me. She briefly mocked my voice and made "scratching gestures" with her hands.

 

[Old Ironsides]

invisible with a mix of disgust for my ugliness

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Indeed, the pairing was of a Black male and White femoid. The White femoid appeared to have racial identity issues("I want to be Black") stemming from adoption into a liberal family. She met the male during his hospitalization for violent behavior while in group therapy.

I suspect that the program manager worried deeply about the idea of young "beautiful" Shannon being influenced by a 5'2, 98lbs ethnic boy with severe anxiety.

Yes, very close. An Irish woman accidentally hit my leg with a box while I was riding on a train. She kept insisting on "reporting" herself to train security, likely due to my race. I repeatedly told her that I had no intention of doing so.

Yes. White foids avoid me on the sidewalk, buses and trains. White fathers have quickly snatched their daughters away to protect them from me. A White store clerk kept following me around and invited management to question me.

 

[Immolator]

I get looks of scorn, typically neutral looks but in a negative way. mostly I'm just invisible to normies

 

[huaus]

its mostly looks of curiosity, confusion, and hostility, as if i were an exotic animal.
i get looks of disgust, confusion and hostility if i don't cover my face.

 

[Diddy]

Normies hate me for being ugly and they want me dead for just existing i remember in school the teachers would usually yell at me for no reason at all meanwhile everyone else laughed. I was the typical loner but instead of being ignored everyone wanted to make fun of me.

Yeah the teachers picked on me as well, even when the other kids were more disruptive.

 

[subhuman]

All of the above

 

[Diddy]

Sub5 male - neutral/postive
Normies up and foids - hostile
Somebody that I need to help with my knowlage and fix some stuff - good

Mogs me. Even sub-5s give me hostile looks.

 

[Nemesis]

Mogs me. Even sub-5s give me hostile looks.

It depends on a person. If the sub5 is around normies, a "group clow" then he is hostile. But when a sub5 is self aware/younger, he treats me normal

 

[UnknownR]

invisible plus i dont walk around looking at people's face