It's Over Even if i had no sex drive my looks would still really annoy me

[Paladin]

There's the obvious fact that looks affect basically every aspect of your life not just when it comes to sex - even when you aren't having traits directly made fun of by people which happened to me sometimes especially with my height it still affects the way people treat you subconscious.

I think I inherently just feel unsatisfied with the vessel I've been given even if there was no one to judge me for it. Like even if I lived in a world filled entirely with NPCs that don't pay any attention to your appearance I think I would still want to look different from how I do now.

And just missing out on the validation you can get from just existing with good looks, even with a dead sex drive getting called handsome and good looking by girls would feel really good and do a lot for your self esteem.

 

[FuckYou]

And just missing out on the validation you can get from just existing with good looks

We all need to escape this mindset and just get validation from our own selves tbh.

Spoiler

It's hard for me to take the word validating seriously now cuz troons tainted it

 

[Paladin]

We all need to escape this mindset and just get validation from our own selves tbh.

Spoiler

It's hard for me to take the word validating seriously now cuz troons tainted it

That's so validate xister!

 

[tired as fuck]

We all need to escape this mindset and just get validation from our own selves tbh.

Spoiler

It's hard for me to take the word validating seriously now cuz troons tainted it

how

 

[FuckYou]

how

I pretty much have but I can't put it into words tbh. I think it's just the way I am.

If I knew how to tell u I would

 

[tired as fuck]

I pretty much have but I can't put it into words tbh. I think it's just the way I am.

If I knew how to tell u I would

I realized a few yrs ago that it's truly over for me and I have missed all the major teenage milestones, so I am basically a ghoul now. Pretty much an LDAR quasi-NEET (I go to uni but have no compulsory attendance so I just rot at home all day all days). How the fuck is one even supposed to try and get out of it when the cold facts are so incriminating and depressed? The concept of intimacy is completely unknown to me, I long for those experiences that I wish I had in my teenage years but never occurred, I crave affection and sincerity, but I have never met either of those. Couldn't care less about people's judgement but I'm haunted by my own social failures and I wish I wasn't, I wish I was completely apathetic to all of this, I'd be faring wayyy better.

 

[Ricer]

I don't care about sex, all I want in life is to be white. I wish that maybe in my next life people won't see me as just another chink.

 

[SubhumanOldcel]

 

[Ricecel Sungnodius]

I don't care about sex, all I want in life is to be white. I wish that maybe in my next life people won't see me as just another chink.

Relatable.