Pancakecel
Cope or rope, that is all.
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- Jan 16, 2021
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I only speak to direct family members here and there, other than that nobody. I work from home, so the most talking I do with
colleagues is messaging over Teams. I barely utter any words per day. Sometimes I even talk to myself. This site is my only form of "social media" if you could even call it that.
Used to drink to cope with the isolation, but it really fucked up my health, even more than it already was so stopped that. Now, I just watch YT, sleep or play video games. Started doing night walks over the past month or so daily, and lifting some weights but I still feel miserable. Been on and off jewpills for 5+ years, can't really tell if they've done anything or not.
All the days just merge together, same old forgettable uneventful shit. Nothing really excites or interests me, have to force myself to do things, even simple things like playing a video game etc. feel like a chore sometimes.
My brain feels fried. I'm trying to look into some new drugs that could help. Tried HHC a couple weeks back, but like weed it gave me horrendous anxiety, and a feeling of dread, so cant count on that.
colleagues is messaging over Teams. I barely utter any words per day. Sometimes I even talk to myself. This site is my only form of "social media" if you could even call it that.
Used to drink to cope with the isolation, but it really fucked up my health, even more than it already was so stopped that. Now, I just watch YT, sleep or play video games. Started doing night walks over the past month or so daily, and lifting some weights but I still feel miserable. Been on and off jewpills for 5+ years, can't really tell if they've done anything or not.
All the days just merge together, same old forgettable uneventful shit. Nothing really excites or interests me, have to force myself to do things, even simple things like playing a video game etc. feel like a chore sometimes.
My brain feels fried. I'm trying to look into some new drugs that could help. Tried HHC a couple weeks back, but like weed it gave me horrendous anxiety, and a feeling of dread, so cant count on that.





