cancer would make some of you KYS? For me it would be LIFEFUEL. I'd carry on working but saving hard, which would be easier cuz I would stop my jaw surgery plans dead, then when I'm too ill to move, I'd have full-on YouTube binge days, watch my old YT videos, listen to MGTOW videos.
On what I feel might be my last day, I might go on the deep web and watch the worst shit known to man. COME AT ME, FBI!
LOL@me spontaneously recovering, such is my life.
Doing that to your parents isn't your choice to make though, you can't be making that decision for them.
And it's not selfish on their part, i'm sure they would give up limbs just to have you be GL and get what you'd want, but they can't.. and knowing that they can't do that probably hurts them inside too.
If you lose your job you can get another job based on the experience you already have tbh, i'm not sure how much your job pays but if you need help starting up a small business to sustain you i could probably help you with that.
Your life doesn't need to only revolve around acquiring a Foid, would getting her change all the insecurities you have?
Rise above your shitty situation;
-For your parents sake
-For the good that your videos are doing in spreading the blackpills sake
-For your own sake
I understand that living for the sake of living is shitty, but just do it for now, or find another meaning in your life once you've paid off your mortgage.
AKA travelling the world
Don't KYS
My job is way more important than inceldom and women, this experience has taught me. I'm at work now at 7pm instead of looksmaxxing at the gym cuz I gotta impress my boss this week. I've kinda gotten used to the idea that I'll never have a woman. That's one thing, but no job, no woman, no house, no career = rope calling.
My life is hanging in the balance. If I make it to 2019, it'll be a miracle. If I lived in USA, I wouldn't even be writing this post RN. Thanks for your offer BTW, almost brought a tear to my tear trough implants.
Talk about specific. You're more likely to get a gf than lose your penis. I mean, how many penises get shot off in drive-by shootings? Also, you don't use it anyway, your laptop is more useful than your penis.
Money is definitely one, having disposable income is vital for coping. I think it could be theoretically possible to do without, but not in the UK. You can't just buy some land in the UK and live a cheap homesteading life, 1 acre costs hundreds of thousands of pounds and you will get the government raiding your asshole for not paying a TV licence or some shit.
@FACEandLMS why are you in trouble at work? Inert gas death kits are pretty widely discussed and available online, using either Helium or Nitrogen (Helium sellers are now starting to sell 80% helium 20% air to stop people gassing themselves with it). The important thing with these is to make sure you exclude any atmospheric air and air in your lungs, so you don't get the unpleasant CO2 response (feelings of suffocation are caused by raising CO2 levels).
Don't kill yourself though
you can still play the race card.
I underperformed on two mini projects. Note that a mixed black Tyronelite in my dept. browses his phone most of the day but is goodlooking. I stand out for so many reasons, noteably because I'm ugly as shit. Lookism, the bane of my life.
Why is it never me that gets murdered? I can walk around at any time of night and nothing ever happens. Mind you, if something did, it would be with a knife and painful. I wish we had the 2nd Amendment here.
I wish I had a gun with some bullets. I would take my parents and me out. Oh shit man. I'm literally having ER thoughts but in my defence it's driven by not wanting to hurt my parents than vengeance.
