
Space Orange
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I don’t think ADHD or many other mental illnesses are real in the sense normies describe them, but I have been “diagnosed” and take ADHD meds currently.
I take methylphenidate (ritalin/concerta)
My experience:
It acts as a “silencer” for my thoughts. I’ll usually have a hundred thoughts a minute coming and going but the meds puts all the energy into a single thought so I can more intensely think about one thought at a time.
It also feels like all the chatter from my brain is quieter and makes me less scatterbrained.
So overall, it helps me “focus” but I don’t focus on the right things. I have work to do but I will spend hours on something completely useless and waste my entire day. So I don’t know if it’s actually benefitting my life at all.
I’m just as unproductive and low iq as I have been before meds so I don’t know if I should continue.
Also, I started getting tics after a month of taking meds. I haven’t had tics since I was about 9 years old so it triggered something in my brain and probably fucked up the chemistry. I still have tics off the meds now so it might have permafucked me.
I take methylphenidate (ritalin/concerta)
My experience:
It acts as a “silencer” for my thoughts. I’ll usually have a hundred thoughts a minute coming and going but the meds puts all the energy into a single thought so I can more intensely think about one thought at a time.
It also feels like all the chatter from my brain is quieter and makes me less scatterbrained.
So overall, it helps me “focus” but I don’t focus on the right things. I have work to do but I will spend hours on something completely useless and waste my entire day. So I don’t know if it’s actually benefitting my life at all.
I’m just as unproductive and low iq as I have been before meds so I don’t know if I should continue.
Also, I started getting tics after a month of taking meds. I haven’t had tics since I was about 9 years old so it triggered something in my brain and probably fucked up the chemistry. I still have tics off the meds now so it might have permafucked me.