what age did you become depressed?

[Fatass3000]

I just read my psychologists report and it said I have shown signs of depression since I was 10 (i went to a psychologist between the ages of 9 and 12 because I was a piece of shit at school). I honestly can't imagine life without depression, it has become my norm.

 

[Darth Aries]

Had it on and off throughout my teen years, it ramped up to the max after I turned 18

 

[DarkStar]

Around 12-13 was when I first felt it & could "understand" what depression was, if that makes any sense.

It really peaked around 14-16 though, especially during my BRUTAL Freshman year of HS.

 

[M3llow3lectrician]

15 years old. Right around when I realized I was addicted to porn and I don’t think that was a coincidence.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

I think I was born like that tbf

 

[Incline]

11+

 

[go2sleep]

I've been sad since I was like 12, but I was really, really depressed when I was 18–19.

 

[Initium]

Mine peaked at around, 24-26, when I knew and came to the full realization that it was going to be a shit life with no opportunities and knowing I would never have a wife/family.

37 now and still have bouts of depression but overall I feel OK.

 

[Friezacel]

Since about last year. Have been filling shit and lonely since i can think but blackpill made it worse since im aware now that this is my destiny

 

[Dneum912]

After being blackpilled

 

[KING NOTHING]

12, Middle school was hell.

 

[Dneum912]

blackpill made it worse since im aware now that this is my destiny

Brootal

 

[rext]

16 or 17

 

[NiggerSlayer]

I was never happy to begin with since I have an awful family, but things really started to ramp up around 13. By 18, i was too depressed to do anything aside form laying in bed. And then when I discovered the backpill at 19, that destroyed me and now at 20 I am at my lowest

So in other words I've always been depressed but it didn't get to a suicidal level of depression until recently

 

[Ahnfeltia]

not yet, but probably soon

 

[der_komische]

~13 it peaked at about age 17-19 now iam just dead inside

 

[aspercel01]

18

 

[manletcel1488]

Started around 12-14 somewhere but it's gotten worse with time.
I was honestly coping a lot longer than I should have been which stopped me from falling into deep depression.
Only thing that keeps me going at the moment is moneymaxxing, if I can't ascend soon I'll probably just neetmaxx and drugmaxx and when that gets boring then kill myself.

 

[frmentalcel]

Had it on and off throughout my teen years, it ramped up to the max after I turned 18

 

[all this time]

I just read my psychologists report and it said I have shown signs of depression since I was 10 (i went to a psychologist between the ages of 9 and 12 because I was a piece of shit at school). I honestly can't imagine life without depression, it has become my norm.

neet days was pure depression for me

 

[Samurai]

13-14 and it is getting worse

 

[SupremeFroggy]

I'm fully depressed with daily suicidal thoughts since 22, after I graduated, because I ran out of valuable life goals. My mental health only worsens since then. Reading scientific blackpill last year killed my last hopes. Now out of copes, I assume I'll never be 30.

 

[XtremeMax]

around 11

 

[ParasiteToSociety]

around 21-23 is when I got depressed, before that I was coping extremely hard and living a false narrative.

 

[SteelCentaur]

I've had chronic depression since the age of 14. I'll be 28 soon, so that's half of my life.

 

[Grodd]

Around 13

 

[SupremeGentleCel]

Don´t want to give away too much info here.,
But roughly 4 years ago when I first came across Red Pill/ Black Pill and MGTOW.
I realized my future looks bleak, and there´s not much to live for, if you don´t have a family/wife

 

[Left4DeadKoala]

Around 14

 

[mcmoohyun]

I think I was born like that tbf

 

[CEO of beta eyes]

I remember the exact moment I got depressed at 13

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

When I started college

 

[Octophobia]

Somewhere around 5 or 6, I started hating my life (life, not myself). The responsibilities of waking up, doing schoolwork, other chores, and complete obedience and dependence created a deep sadness within me that manifestes as anger, as I grew up I dwindled between passive depression and aggreasive depression.

 

[Autistic Uggo]

Had it on and off throughout my teen years, it ramped up to the max after I turned 18

 

[straww577]

since ~15 think about roping daily but getting a gun is hard here and I am afraid of most other methods

 

[HomicidalSuicidal88]

When I was young elementery had emotional outburst with anger sadness and it toned downed threw middle school and got really bad and depressing in highschool.

 

[LifeMaxxer]

My whole life.