I woke up very early this morning. I didn’t want to get out of bed, I just wanted to lay in bed and rest. I forced myself to get out of bed because there are 3 important classes that I have today. If I don’t show up to my history class for my group presentation, i will most likely fail the class. I ate breakfast alone in my kitchen. After breakfast, I sat in front of my PC to check my school email inbox. As I was sitting in my dark lonely room, I was listening a random playlist on Spotify, a love song came on. It went something like
“Don't change a thing, you are amazing
I can't believe you've come and saved me
We can stay here, spend every day here
Oh, I don't mind, that's all right”
I turned off Spotify and slouched in my chair feeling so low. For a Brief moment, it felt like a dark cloud was hovering over me. My energy level dropped to zero. I didn’t want to leave my house. I felt lifeless, so empty inside. The depression was so severe that I felt like ending my life. I finally developed the courage to get off my chair and walk to the bus stop, on to my college campus for another boring and meaningless day of classes.
“Don't change a thing, you are amazing
I can't believe you've come and saved me
We can stay here, spend every day here
Oh, I don't mind, that's all right”
I turned off Spotify and slouched in my chair feeling so low. For a Brief moment, it felt like a dark cloud was hovering over me. My energy level dropped to zero. I didn’t want to leave my house. I felt lifeless, so empty inside. The depression was so severe that I felt like ending my life. I finally developed the courage to get off my chair and walk to the bus stop, on to my college campus for another boring and meaningless day of classes.
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