I am suposed to care?Unfortunately this time my health woes are at their very worst but the doctors see a lot of hope for me to turn things around for the better which I’m well on the way to doing now.
The long and short of things are I got not only sepsis this time but a touch of pneumonia.
This caused me to collapse in a public area otherwise I’d probably be dead right now (leaving Master to find a new best friend, heh) and since they intubated me a number of times I’m now left without a voice.
No real ETA on when or if it will ever come back but I’ve at least heard the encouraging news vocal cord paralysis usually isn’t permanent and even if it is in some people it can usually be successfully treated.
At least I’m off the ventilator now and free of infection I believe but I’ve got this nasty traec tube and whales blow hole in my neck. While I’m thankful it has kept my sorry ass alive I don’t at all relish going from a plain ol freak of nature into a hideous freak of nature. So as you can all imagine I can’t wait to get all this crap out of me.
The other shitty part of my story is I was knocked out for quite sometime so now I’m in physical rehab learning to walk and regain my mobility now too.
So while I’m not certain a wise posters words are true about “every cope has an ending” I am sure my love affair with Coke and Pepsi is over.
I‘ve been in hospitals and rehab now for two months or thereabouts.
Some of you have seen me checking in on the board and figured “Oh he’s ok he’s just messing with us or whatever“ but friends nothing could be further from the truth.
I wish it were that simple.
Truth is I wanted to check in hoping for a laugh or two and to see what’s been going on but when I tried to compose a what’s happened and wher I’ve been message I was too doped up from my meds and woozy to continue composing it.
TL;DR I know but before anyone asks I keep getting these infections from having been too fat and not moving much so I have legs prone to blood infection now ie sepsis.
Yet to leave this on one good note for now I’m down a fuck ton of mostly water weight thanks to prescribed diuretics and have agreed and been sticking too a doctor managed low calorie diet so within about two or three months from now I should be my normal age and height weight for the first time since high school.
I‘m pretty excited about that.
Don‘t worry, it still won’t make me Chad though.
I’ll just be happy to be healthy and more apprecitative of being alive from now on.
Not that I wasn’t before despite my inceldom but just saying when you come as close as I have to being taken out the game, it really puts things into perspective.
Despite my poor lifestyle food and drink wise I somehow do not have diabetes and my cholesterol levels are good.
I‘m grateful for that but I can’t figure out why it’s so good?
With all the slop I’ve sucked down neither my cholesterol or sugar levels should be this good but they are.
Based. I have the opposite problem that you struggle with lol.I was probably boogie2988 size at his worst.
Having been in three different hospitals now and being put on both a strict diet and given copious diuretics I am now 155lbs less of a man than I was I’m happy to say.
She's not wrong though, you have to lose it for yourself not for anybody else.Welcome back nigga.
I understand you very well.
When you see your future black, you give up. I gave up and in 2 years from 95kg(209lbs) to 135kg(297lbs). I gave up. Being a 28 yo male and never seeing a pussy in real life... that's fucking brutal.
Now I'm 125kg(275lbs) and I'm 178cm (5'10)
To be honest I got no motivation to lose weight. When I was to female doctor (for a sick leave) she told "that and that" about how to lose weight, what to avoid 'N shit. She was surprised that I know everything and I told her...
"Ma'am I got no motivation to lose weight. I got no one in my life. My father died. Recently I was ghosted by a bitch. I'm 28 and I'm a virgin. I'm ugly. I ain't shit. My job is shit. It's though. I'm tired. I want love. Food gives me love. It's over.
I got NO - M. O. T. I. V. A. T. I. O. N."
And she said..."You have to lose weight for yourself"
I said "OK, BYE"
Now I'm going to Auschwitzmaxx