Trying to just accept being sub5 is impossible and feels almost like some kind of cuckoldry

[trrrrrsarescary]

I deal a with daily emotional pain and agony because my face is sub5 in this unique way which causes people in public to have very abject reactions to my appearance, the usual stares, looks of disgust, teens laughing at me and calling me pedo out of nowhere, small children being terrified of me, the whole 9 yards

The only possible way I can think of resolving the ensuring emotional agony caused dealing with peoples reactions to my appearance is to just accept it and learn to just be content with being ugly and forced into social isolation because people just find me creepy and weird immediately on sight because of the way I look which I can't control, but accepting that feels almost like a kind of Stockholm syndrome/cuckoldry

Like just imagine saying "yeah sure my natural appearance elicits disgusted and bewildered reactions in a huge chunk of the world population, and an equally big chunk outright immediately dislike me and find me creepy and strange and avoid me because of these differences I was born with, but I've made peace with it, I've accepted that only a select few people will ever be able to overlook my appearance when the majority of guys my age don't have to deal with this at all"

It sounds cucked as fuck doesn't it? It sounds as deluded as a bullying victim saying that they've made peace with getting beaten to shit every day they go to school, that they've accepted it and it doesn't bother them anymore

But at the same time just staying inside and not showing my face in public to avoid getting triggered by seeing peoples reactions also feels equally as cucked and submissive, so I literally can't win, I'm damned if I continue to go outside and face peoples reactions, and I'm damned if I stay inside and become a recluse to avoid it

 

[SubhumanOldcel]

there's no winning as a sub5

 

[StableFellow]

Cuckoldry is being able to do better, yet refusing to do it because you'd rather just find enjoyment in being a loser. In your case, it is cuckoldry if surgery is an option or if you're not as ugly as you say and only think that way.

 

[AJohn]

To be fair, I agree with you. Life itself is an Stockholm syndrome, and it's the reason why I refuse to accept so many traits about myself. However, the problem is the stupid conditioning. Everything, and I repeat, everything in this life pushes you to be a specific way. Fate was already decided even before we were even born. People meant to fulfill some roles, and other people meant to fulfill some other roles.

As deluded as it may be, it is life. Forced life. Perpetual death.