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The cards I've been dealt with are so bad that can be considered statistical anomaly, this shit doesn't seem "natural" to me at all, it doesn't seem like JUST the result of mere chance & randomness and "4 billion years of evolution" and the accepted nihilistic materialistic history of life and humanity and philosophy of universe that we've learned
I feel like my entire life since before my birth has been tweaked with, I sense awareness, I don't feel "left alone", too many weird synchronicities, too many traumatizing events, and all of my shit traits and predicaments being connected and working together serving a unified purpose (making me the most sexually frustrated deranged coomer angry at the world envious truest truecel on the planet)
The apparent "realness" of it is just there to make my life even more torturous and confusing
I feel like my entire life since before my birth has been tweaked with, I sense awareness, I don't feel "left alone", too many weird synchronicities, too many traumatizing events, and all of my shit traits and predicaments being connected and working together serving a unified purpose (making me the most sexually frustrated deranged coomer angry at the world envious truest truecel on the planet)
The apparent "realness" of it is just there to make my life even more torturous and confusing
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