My parents refused to let me buy a season pass for the nearby ski hill this year. They think I will use it to sneak around them by smoking weed, even though I am almost 4 years sober. Because of this, I no longer have a cope for the winter, so I have been spending an exorbitant amount of time browsing, reading, and posting on the incelosphere instead. This morning, I woke up with the worst burning sensation I had felt in my eyes in quite some time now. I know that shit can't be healthy, but yet, day after day, for the past month, I have continued this trend of doom scrolling on this forum, because I can't take the fact that I had missed out on a chance to ascend, as I know there are foids at the resort. Another wasted opportunity. I feel like a mindless zombie typing my lethargic thoughts into a thread, begging for human interaction to entertain me.
