Venting Told my dad that though he's blackpilled he still has no clue how much trauma & suffering I have & that he'd die if he felt everything I endure daily.

[wereq]

The context which made me say this has to do with him always being miserable, always antagonizing me, always picking fights with me over the slightest of things. Every conversation we have gets derailed into an argument because his brain can't tolerate even the slightest of variation in opinion. Now I usually try to diffuse any tension he creates by blindly agreeing with him but sometimes I can't suppress my thoughts and feelings so I chip in with my takes, and when that happens, it usually lands me into an argument and shouting match that ruins my mood.

Now, my mood is pretty much always bad because I'm a KHHV wizard truecel dysgenic freak that would be better off dead, so when an argument adds to my suffering, I just mentally breakdown even more like I am feeling right now. What I am feeling is an overwhelming sense of despair and doom; an existential terror of sorts. It takes very little to create fresh trauma in me and tonight I had enough so I decided to tell my dad that he destroyed my life by giving me bad genes and even now he's continuing on his path of destruction by arguing with me and antagonizing me endlessly.

I told him that even though he's has learnt about the blackpilled and how his poor marriage choice ended up giving me bad genes, he still has no clue how much trauma & suffering I have, & that he'd die if he felt everything I endure daily.

I can't endure this for much longer. I can't live like this. This life is not worth all the meaningless pain and suffering.

 

[deleted dude]

I have told my mother the exact same thing in the past even though she deep down knows how important looks are

 

[wereq]

I have told my mother the exact same thing in the past even though she deep down knows how important looks are

What did she say in response?

 

[cathuluelitist]

Have you tried ayahuasca? Ayahuasca is this ultimate panacea I hear.

 

[wereq]

Have you tried ayahuasca? Ayahuasca is this ultimate panacea I hear.

I don't want to become a schizophrenic. Have you done it? What was it like?

 

[luciferiancel]

They live in blissful ignorance and don't know it, my father suffers (and suffered) too, but it's impossible for him to understand it's not comparable to what I've been sentenced to. I sympathize with others' struggles, mine are never meaningful to anyone.

 

[wereq]

my father suffers (and suffered) too, but it's impossible for him to understand it's not comparable to what I've been sentenced to.

I sympathize with others' struggles, mine are never meaningful to anyone.

This is the problem! No one cares to understand us, not even our families because our realities and personal hells are just too horrifying to behold.

 

[ihatelife2]

He sounds terrible, sorry you have to deal with him

 

[deleted dude]

What did she say in response?

a bunch of cope. I am busy now, but in two weeks, I will create a high effort thread mania

 

[cathuluelitist]

I don't want to become a schizophrenic. Have you done it? What was it like?

Brewing it is illegal where I'm from and I haven't worked up the moxie to get each piece myself and extract the MAO.

And, it will only exacerbate schizophrenia if anything.

 

[wereq]

He sounds terrible, sorry you have to deal with him

 

[wereq]

I will create a high effort thread mania

 

[autisticsoy]

How did he react to that?

 

[whiteboyhair]

How did you blackpill your father? Does he specifically know what the blackpill is?

 

[wereq]

How did he react to that?

He listened, that's it. Sometimes there's just no way to respond.

 

[wereq]

How did you blackpill your father? Does he specifically know what the blackpill is?

After YEARS of bitterly denying the blackpill, my dad now accepts I turned out dysgenic because of his genes & him choosing my subhuman gigafemcel mom

For the longest time, my dad denied that his choices and actions brought about my ruin but now after witnessing the absolute state of my bedridden gigasubshuman gigafemcel mom's LDARing due to severe mental and physical illness, he has come to recognize that his mate choice was wrong and that it...

incels.is

My dad has now fully accepted my blackpill views on genetics/mating/life history. He repeats my talking points verbatim. Wereq pill is undeniable!

How many of you can get your parents to accept the blackpill? How many of you can make your parents accept their own subhumanity and force them into realizing that they are the reason why you failed? ALMONST NONE OF YOU! But here, I have succeeded! My dad now recognizes that he comes from bad...

incels.is

 

[autisticsoy]

He listened, that's it. Sometimes there's just no way to respond.

Thats suprising

 

[wereq]

Thats suprising

How so?