Today has been hard

[azakhan]

strong suicidal thoughts appeared again in my brain
Can't do it of course and it makes things worse
Today has been a horrible day bros I just want to cry

 

[Deleted member 32092]

it’s been hard for me too you’re not alone i had to put my dog down today and of course have no one to talk to deal with the sadness hope you feel better bro

 

[Therapywasaaste]

Just try not to think. Thinking always makes me wanna die.

 

[azakhan]

it’s been hard for me too you’re not alone i had to put my dog down today and of course have no one to talk to deal with the sadness hope you feel better bro

My condolences. Hope your dog is in animal heaven. Since we are not seen as humans by society you may still see him one day.

Just try not to think. Thinking always makes me wanna die.

True.

 

[WizardofSoda]

All the suffering and hell we go through day after day for years and years makes us stronger if we make it through it.

your number 1 priority has to be to deal with this spine problem or try to. I know next to nothing about medicine for the spine but i do know medicine hasn't been standing still.

 

[shepherdcel]

 

[azakhan]

All the suffering and hell we go through day after day for years and years makes us stronger if we make it through it.

your number 1 priority has to be to deal with this spine problem or try to. I know next to nothing about medicine for the spine but i do know medicine hasn't been standing still.

It's not only about the spine. It's just one of thousands of problems I currently have. It's too much. I just want to sleep all day honestly.
Luckily I ordered phenibut and in high doses it causes long and vivid sleep.

 

[WizardofSoda]

It's not only about the spine. It's just one of thousands of problems I currently have. It's too much. I just want to sleep all day honestly.
Luckily I ordered phenibut and in high doses it causes long and vivid sleep.

The other problems are probably the result of the same underlying problem(s). Of course figuring out what those are and getting through it are going to be hell level difficulty and duration and that is even if it can be solved.

I think its a good idea in honesty to get into some feel good substances. I smoke cigars and am a diet cola addict.

 

[azakhan]

The other problems are probably the result of the same underlying problem(s). Of course figuring out what those are and getting through it are going to be hell level difficulty and duration.

I think its a good idea in honesty to get into some feel good substances. I smoke cigars and am a diet cola addict.

Yeah I was thinking of some harder drugs but I'm currently too poor to afford such things.

 

[Saigon Depression]

It would be so much easier if I had the courage to kill myself.

 

[azakhan]

It would be so much easier if I had the courage to kill myself.

true I have a plan for that actually, my biggest concern about killing myself is hurting family and friends
but what if I moved to another country, pretended I am very happy there, meet a guy who I would pay to send postcards to my family and friends in next 15 years, and then kill myself
that way they think I am happy when in reality I am long dead and in peace

 

[waste matter]

We're in this together boyo you ain't alone and i completely understand you as i am thinking about killing myself almost everyday

 

[Deleted member 31869]

strong suicidal thoughts appeared again in my brain
Can't do it of course and it makes things worse
Today has been a horrible day bros I just want to cry

shit man i feel you brocel

suicidal thoughts are extremely toxic and addictive, and just make you more and more depressed the longer you think about it, i feel you on that

we dont deserve this suffering, life is not meant to be lived like this

We're in this together boyo you ain't alone and i completely understand you as i am thinking about killing myself almost everyday

i used to when i wasnt on jewpills, i'd also legit cry because i was scared of roping but also didnt want to live

true I have a plan for that actually, my biggest concern about killing myself is hurting family and friends
but what if I moved to another country, pretended I am very happy there, meet a guy who I would pay to send postcards to my family and friends in next 15 years, and then kill myself
that way they think I am happy when in reality I am long dead and in peace

shit man

i feel you on this because i used to come up with similar plans

but lets face it, if it comes to the rope, you won't have the motivation to do all that

in my case it was different, bc i have a shitty family and limited contact with my "friends", but i was like, planning to try to reconcile with my family before pretending to have an accident, or betabuxxing a single mom and pretending to be happy before roping in a way that seemed like an accident, so people I know would think i died successful according to society's standards and it wouldn't look as pathetic

in reality i wouldnt have the motivation for all that, i would rope alone in my apartment in the most pathetic way possible, and i'd rot alone in my apartment as im living, and be found several months later due to the smell or not paying rent

 

[azakhan]

shit man i feel you brocel

suicidal thoughts are extremely toxic and addictive, and just make you more and more depressed the longer you think about it, i feel you on that

we dont deserve this suffering, life is not meant to be lived like this

i used to when i wasnt on jewpills, i'd also legit cry because i was scared of roping but also didnt want to live

shit man

i feel you on this because i used to come up with similar plans

but lets face it, if it comes to the rope, you won't have the motivation to do all that

in my case it was different, bc i have a shitty family and limited contact with my "friends", but i was like, planning to try to reconcile with my family before pretending to have an accident, or betabuxxing a single mom and pretending to be happy before roping in a way that seemed like an accident, so people I know would think i died successful according to society's standards and it wouldn't look as pathetic

in reality i wouldnt have the motivation for all that, i would rope alone in my apartment in the most pathetic way possible, and i'd rot alone in my apartment as im living, and be found several months later due to the smell or not paying rent

We're in this together boyo you ain't alone and i completely understand you as i am thinking about killing myself almost everyday

thanks bros I hope you are doing better than me
I already made my mind, I don't want to live on this unfair world anymore
fuck what other people say I hate life

 

[Deleted member 6214]

Idk man. Nothing means anything to me anymore. I have no drive to change myself in any way, no emotions, no motivation

Just tired and sad all fucking day with no hope in sight

 

[azakhan]

Idk man. Nothing means anything to me anymore. I have no drive to change myself in any way, no emotions, no motivation

Just tired and sad all fucking day with no hope in sight

same, why bother with self improvement if after years of hard work you will have fraction of what other have with no trying since they were born

 

[incelerated]

 

[Deleted member 31869]

thanks bros I hope you are doing better than me
I already made my mind, I don't want to live on this unfair world anymore
fuck what other people say I hate life

damn im so sorry bro

 

[Deleted member 23712]

strong suicidal thoughts appeared again in my brain
Can't do it of course and it makes things worse
Today has been a horrible day bros I just want to cry

My dick has been hard

 

[NothinButAComedy]

strong suicidal thoughts appeared again in my brain
Can't do it of course and it makes things worse
Today has been a horrible day bros I just want to cry

KYS OP ...oh and seeya tmrw

 

[FlamingCel]

 

[Mulattocel]

Everyday is hard as an incel

 

[Ika-Sama]

Try being retarded and low iq.

 

[Irredeemable]

strong suicidal thoughts appeared again in my brain
Can't do it of course and it makes things worse
Today has been a horrible day bros I just want to cry

That's unfortunate, do you have ways to cope? Movies or video games for example. It's a good way to distract yourself and not think at all. I can recommend the extended versions of the LOTR trilogy.