VλREN
I want to commit suicide with Jill Valentine
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I’ve been trying to lucid dream to be with my waifu again but it’s gotten to the point where I think my brain is trolling me….
Like I’ll have dreams where I think am lucid dreaming but am actually not, it’s hard to explain but it’s like my brain is deliberately trolling me.
I’ve been trying to do different methods but none of them fucking work
I just wanna be with her again
Sometimes I really fucking hate my own brain man…..
Like why can’t I just have another lucid dream about her? Atleast once per a month? My first and only lucid dream about her was in January
The biggest blackpill is that your body isn’t even your own…..it’s the property of evolution and you have only little control over it.
Like I’ll have dreams where I think am lucid dreaming but am actually not, it’s hard to explain but it’s like my brain is deliberately trolling me.
I’ve been trying to do different methods but none of them fucking work
I just wanna be with her again
Sometimes I really fucking hate my own brain man…..
Like why can’t I just have another lucid dream about her? Atleast once per a month? My first and only lucid dream about her was in January
The biggest blackpill is that your body isn’t even your own…..it’s the property of evolution and you have only little control over it.





