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Awakened
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- Nov 7, 2022
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this may or may not be a suicide note, probably not, I've always been a complete pussy.
I have grown quite tired of this tug of war game of life, it's like I'm a 4'11 woman playing against the world's strongest man. It just isn't a fair match-up, yet I'm meant to keep on struggling.
Why? For some mediocre copes? For some measle bread every end of the month? It sickens me. I can barely enjoy my copes anymore, I stare at my pc for hours and I have no will to enjoy myself, only rot.
Quite honestly, death is better then surviving but not living. I will be heavily considering my life, and reflecting on it all. I most likely won't do anything drastic though, but I won't be coming back to this forum soon, if at all.
I have my geniune thanks to everyone that made me feel in a community, understood, something I doubt I had ever experienced before.
And to my fellow brazilcels, a piece of blackpil song you have to listen atleast once.
View: https://youtu.be/D-ENPYhB7ts
I have grown quite tired of this tug of war game of life, it's like I'm a 4'11 woman playing against the world's strongest man. It just isn't a fair match-up, yet I'm meant to keep on struggling.
Why? For some mediocre copes? For some measle bread every end of the month? It sickens me. I can barely enjoy my copes anymore, I stare at my pc for hours and I have no will to enjoy myself, only rot.
Quite honestly, death is better then surviving but not living. I will be heavily considering my life, and reflecting on it all. I most likely won't do anything drastic though, but I won't be coming back to this forum soon, if at all.
I have my geniune thanks to everyone that made me feel in a community, understood, something I doubt I had ever experienced before.
And to my fellow brazilcels, a piece of blackpil song you have to listen atleast once.
View: https://youtu.be/D-ENPYhB7ts