Hello All,
This is my first ever post on here. I signed up last night, and came back seeing I was registered.
I'm very happy to be here. I lurked on here over a year ago, and even then I wouldn't have considered myself an incel. Now I do.
I have Autism, diagnosed at 13, I'm very sensitive to loud noises. My appearance is subpar, so much so that children make fun of me. I've never had a girl like me, which has always killed me emotionally. I always try to avoid them in public whenever I go out.
I'm at an age where I would finish college (I dropped out), but realize that life really doesn't change after school. it's the perfect microcosm of the real world.
I named myself 'Claudius the God' for two reasons:
1. Claudius was a roman emperor, the 2nd last of the Julio-Claudian Dynasty. I relate deeply to him, with his ostracization and disability. (These shortcomings allowed him to become heavily underestimated, and thus rise to the top, which I very much admire.)
2. 'The God' comes from the name of a sequel to the book I, Claudius. I also feel like anyone who can endure such pain as ours and still walk might as well be superhuman.
I'm happy to finally be here.
Thank you for reading,
Claudius.
This is my first ever post on here. I signed up last night, and came back seeing I was registered.
I'm very happy to be here. I lurked on here over a year ago, and even then I wouldn't have considered myself an incel. Now I do.
I have Autism, diagnosed at 13, I'm very sensitive to loud noises. My appearance is subpar, so much so that children make fun of me. I've never had a girl like me, which has always killed me emotionally. I always try to avoid them in public whenever I go out.
I'm at an age where I would finish college (I dropped out), but realize that life really doesn't change after school. it's the perfect microcosm of the real world.
I named myself 'Claudius the God' for two reasons:
1. Claudius was a roman emperor, the 2nd last of the Julio-Claudian Dynasty. I relate deeply to him, with his ostracization and disability. (These shortcomings allowed him to become heavily underestimated, and thus rise to the top, which I very much admire.)
2. 'The God' comes from the name of a sequel to the book I, Claudius. I also feel like anyone who can endure such pain as ours and still walk might as well be superhuman.
I'm happy to finally be here.
Thank you for reading,
Claudius.
