LostSoulUK
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- Dec 11, 2023
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I hate having to make small talk so much with people, it's honestly unbearable for my anxiety to the point where I actively avoid people in the staff room and retreat to the bathroom. Never is this more apparent than the workplace, were your social flaws are exposed in public.
Everyone has those certain people that they're uncomfortable around. For someone with social anxiety, that person is literally every person. But I'm a lot worse around specific people, those in authority, alpha's or anyone with a degree of social status. There's this 1 girl in the staff room who is strict then stone silent. I can't stand being around these type of people who give you mixed messages. Over time that silent treatment becomes insufferable, this applies to most people in the staff room. I literally neck a boiling hot cup of tea in the kitchen just to avoid sitting in insufferable silence in that fuckin room of death. Most times I just eat my dinner in the bathroom and I'll sit in that fuckin toilet and even be late for my duty. The absolute worse is the stop and chat with your boss, I fuckin freeze on the spot as I feel completely unworthy to this person.
This low self worth has prevented me from ever moving forward in life. Feel free to share your stories of the dreaded stop and chat. Curb your enthusiasm nailed it in an episode when someone said to larry "hey how you doing" then larry remarked "good" as he doesn't know the guy well enough for anything more than that empty platitude. Most people do this out of courtesy and it means nothing, they ask how are you then the response is 'not bad', it's completely meaningless.
Everyone has those certain people that they're uncomfortable around. For someone with social anxiety, that person is literally every person. But I'm a lot worse around specific people, those in authority, alpha's or anyone with a degree of social status. There's this 1 girl in the staff room who is strict then stone silent. I can't stand being around these type of people who give you mixed messages. Over time that silent treatment becomes insufferable, this applies to most people in the staff room. I literally neck a boiling hot cup of tea in the kitchen just to avoid sitting in insufferable silence in that fuckin room of death. Most times I just eat my dinner in the bathroom and I'll sit in that fuckin toilet and even be late for my duty. The absolute worse is the stop and chat with your boss, I fuckin freeze on the spot as I feel completely unworthy to this person.
This low self worth has prevented me from ever moving forward in life. Feel free to share your stories of the dreaded stop and chat. Curb your enthusiasm nailed it in an episode when someone said to larry "hey how you doing" then larry remarked "good" as he doesn't know the guy well enough for anything more than that empty platitude. Most people do this out of courtesy and it means nothing, they ask how are you then the response is 'not bad', it's completely meaningless.
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