I've been an atheist for my entire life (still am mostly), but the years of loneliness and failures have made me give up.
It's all up to God now, if he does exist. There's too much I need to do, too much effort for my life to improve even marginally, my future is a shitstorm as far as I can tell. So it's all up to the big man upstairs, whether my life improves or not. I have no will or strength left in me.
It's all up to God now, if he does exist. There's too much I need to do, too much effort for my life to improve even marginally, my future is a shitstorm as far as I can tell. So it's all up to the big man upstairs, whether my life improves or not. I have no will or strength left in me.
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