my name is Max
- Jul 19, 2023
I feel like such a retard for listening to my parents and the doctors that it's a good thing. I lost all my emotions. I know what it feels like to have emotions, that's how I know I've lost all of them. I was put on antidepressants and antipsychotics and now I'm tapering off all of them but there's no spark or liveliness returning. I just lie in bed staring at the ceiling most days. I just don't know where I should go from here. I'm in no pain, emotional or otherwise. I don't feel suicidal. I'm curious if anyone else has or is going through emotional numbness.