Taking a break from online games

[Sir Silentium]

I turned off voice chat a long time ago and blocked in game messages yet normies still find a way to insult me. It's like they can tell I am neurodivergent just from my gameplay. I have had enough of it. I keep telling myself I will never go in a public match yet I still do, but not anymore. It used to be a bit of a cope playing online games but now it's the complete opposite. Knowing that there are people behind the character makes me feel uneasy as well, especially in 1v1s. I'm completely shutting off any slight interaction with them from now on.

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

I turned off voice chat a long time ago and blocked in game messages yet normies still find a way to insult me.

I've had to do that too, I got so sick of being humiliated by other people I had to turn it off, especially since I'm unable to defend myself properly since I'll get banned if I do.

Knowing that there are people behind the character makes me feel uneasy as well, especially in 1v1s. I'm completely shutting off any slight interaction with them from now on.

Not a bad idea turning off pvp games for awhile since there's lots of fun and decent pve games.

 

[Hoppipolla]

PvP seems to be almost always toxic.

 

[Sir Silentium]

I've had to do that too, I got so sick of being humiliated by other people I had to turn it off, especially since I'm unable to defend myself properly since I'll get banned if I do.

Not a bad idea turning off pvp games for awhile since there's lots of fun and decent pve games.

It was person vs everyone. It doesn’t matter what game mode I play, they always find a way to target me and make me feel miserable.

I also tried to defend myself once turning on Voice chat but it couldn’t have gone worse, everyone else started ganging up on me as well. Normies are detrimental to society

 

[Sir Silentium]

PvP seems to be almost always toxic.

It’s all modes for me

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Good
It's a waste of energy and time if you're not genetically gifted and talented enough to beat others effortless, you're just filling the queue

 

[Paladin]

Haven't played any recently and even when I did I would turn off voice chat

 

[BasedGoyslopReviews]

Real
i used to play with muted communications and i still somehow wound up being bullied. When i would take off mute on chats i would see ppl begging to report me and making up shit like "report him he was saying the n word"

 

[hatepilledandrich]

I've had to do that too, I got so sick of being humiliated by other people I had to turn it off, especially since I'm unable to defend myself properly since I'll get banned if I do.

Not a bad idea turning off pvp games for awhile since there's lots of fun and decent pve games.

You need to learn the art of shit talking with out using slurs.

 

[Soystein]

It's like they can tell I am neurodivergent just from my gameplay.

Knowing that there are people behind the character makes me feel uneasy as well, especially in 1v1s. I'm completely shutting off any slight interaction with them from now on.

Do you get these feelings IRL or only when gaming?

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

It was person vs everyone. It doesn’t matter what game mode I play, they always find a way to target me and make me feel miserable.

I also tried to defend myself once turning on Voice chat but it couldn’t have gone worse, everyone else started ganging up on me as well. Normies are detrimental to society

People are truly awful and even if it was your fault and you're not good at the game, it's not your fault on a personal level and yelling at you won't do anything. They're very unreasonable if they can't understand that some people need more practice before getting better, and or that some people (like me) just have mental limitations and we can only do so much.

One time I defended myself on voicechat, started yelling, everyone else started yelling at me so I called everyone niggers, and got a 2 week ban on Overwatch for it. It's a good thing we have this turned off now, can't see there complaints if they're muted.

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

You need to learn the art of shit talking with out using slurs.

I'd prefer to just not be in the situation in the first place.

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

did you get teabagged?

honestly i find it more annoying being given loadout advice in pve coop games, talk about turning games into a job

 

[Sir Silentium]

Good
It's a waste of energy and time if you're not genetically gifted and talented enough to beat others effortless, you're just filling the queue

I'm better than the vast majority of players in my fills. I rarely lose 1v1s. Even when I am playing perfectly they still find a way to insult me

 

[Sir Silentium]

You need to learn the art of shit talking with out using slurs.

I have been trying, I mix old English into my speech and do not use profanity.

 

[Sir Silentium]

Do you get these feelings IRL or only when gaming?

I feel at unease whenever I am in close proximity with normies. IRL is 10 fold worse.

 

[caineturbat2003]

To be honest I find it satisfying to beating them if someone pissed me off.

 

[Sir Silentium]

One time I defended myself on voicechat, started yelling, everyone else started yelling at me so I called everyone niggers, and got a 2 week ban on Overwatch for it. It's a good thing we have this turned off now, can't see there complaints if they're muted.

I turned on game chat the day I posted this when everyone was clowning on me. I said they were acting very black and un-European. A message popped up as I sent it saying it has been filed in for a report. I am sick of this nonsense

 

[Sir Silentium]

did you get teabagged?

honestly i find it more annoying being given loadout advice in pve coop games, talk about turning games into a job

Teabagged, emoting, spraying on my body, people teaming with each other to eliminate me.

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

I turned on game chat the day I posted this when everyone was clowning on me. I said they were acting very black and un-European. A message popped up as I sent it saying it has been filed in for a report. I am sick of this nonsense

They might report you, but they won't say you're wrong...

 

[Sir Silentium]

They might report you, but they won't say you're wrong...

It was picked up by the system rather than the players. But yes you are correct, like Charlie Kirk for example, they couldn't prove him wrong, so they silenced him and killed him.

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

It was picked up by the system rather than the players. But yes you are correct, like Charlie Kirk for example, they couldn't prove him wrong, so they silenced him and killed him.

100% true.

 

[Alexis23]

I turned off voice chat a long time ago and blocked in game messages yet normies still find a way to insult me. It's like they can tell I am neurodivergent just from my gameplay. I have had enough of it. I keep telling myself I will never go in a public match yet I still do, but not anymore. It used to be a bit of a cope playing online games but now it's the complete opposite. Knowing that there are people behind the character makes me feel uneasy as well, especially in 1v1s. I'm completely shutting off any slight interaction with them from now on.

Fuck online games bro try rpgs

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

I'm better than the vast majority of players in my fills. I rarely lose 1v1s. Even when I am playing perfectly they still find a way to insult me

I get you
I was playing with normies and despite me carrying them I got insulted JFL normies are scum

 

[_meh]

PvP seems to be almost always toxic.

^

 

[_meh]

When you get older, you realize your life is toxic, and you don't want it to be anymore toxic.

 

[_meh]

It's already hard enough to cope.

 

[HeinzKell]

It feels like sweats are way more common now too. Maybe that's just me

 

[Soystein]

I feel at unease whenever I am in close proximity with normies. IRL is 10 fold worse.

It sounds like you have some level of social anxiety, I believe it is common for us ugly people.

I have had the same problem since I was young. I don't know if it can be fixed since for us it comes from our actual experiences instead of being something we imagine, but I discovered that cutting off people and isolating makes it worse, we just don't feel it because we avoid the situations that causes it to surface.

I used to have friends and go places, but over time I isolated and the need to isolate became stronger the more I did it, first I turned off my phone and never turned it on again, a few years later I stopped logging on MSN Messenger and a few years after that I cut off everyone who was still trying to contact me by telling them we could no longer be friends, then I stopped leaving the house altogether.

15 years later I have 0 friends and my 30's have come and gone without me talking to anyone or leaving the house. "Touching grass" is a dream. I want to be barefoot at a sandy beach.

Be careful of the glorious isolation.

 

[Extern]

I love the toxicity I get drunk and straight cyberbully on games

 

[Sir Silentium]

Fuck online games bro try rpgs

I never really enjoyed them, I will just play on the ps1/skate 3 + minecraft on the ps3

 

[Sir Silentium]

life is toxic

Truth

 

[Sir Silentium]

It sounds like you have some level of social anxiety, I believe it is common for us ugly people.

I have had the same problem since I was young. I don't know if it can be fixed since for us it comes from our actual experiences instead of being something we imagine, but I discovered that cutting off people and isolating makes it worse, we just don't feel it because we avoid the situations that causes it to surface.

Yes, being unattractive and having poor social skills are not mutually exclusive. When you are unattractive people are less likely to be willing to talk to you, decreasing your time spent with people. I have been isolating myself involuntarily since primary school. The only time I went out was to go to church on Sundays or school. From Kindergarten to yr 12 I have only been to 2 birthday parties, both when I was younger and the whole class was invited. I have only ever been over to 2 peoples house to meet them in my entire life. I also wanted to see people on weekends but eventually I just gave up.

I have tried joining groups which has ended horribly, mainly due to my lack of communication I believe. I used to ride my scooter around super regularly but normies would always follow me on their bikes or yell out abuse. I have been attacked multiple times and it's just not worth the risk going outdoors anymore. Once a year or so I am practically forced into going to the shops. Last time I went a group of girls sprayed water into my ear, got monkey noises made to me because of my ears from guys my age, got laughed at in EB games, the list goes on.

I isolate voluntarily now.

I used to have friends and go places, but over time I isolated and the need to isolate became stronger the more I did it, first I turned off my phone and never turned it on again, a few years later I stopped logging on MSN Messenger and a few years after that I cut off everyone who was still trying to contact me by telling them we could no longer be friends, then I stopped leaving the house altogether.

Was there a main reason why you cut off connections with your friends?

 

[Soystein]

I have been isolating myself involuntarily since primary school. The only time I went out was to go to church on Sundays or school. From Kindergarten to yr 12 I have only been to 2 birthday parties, both when I was younger and the whole class was invited. I have only ever been over to 2 peoples house to meet them in my entire life. I also wanted to see people on weekends but eventually I just gave up.

I have tried joining groups which has ended horribly, mainly due to my lack of communication I believe. I used to ride my scooter around super regularly but normies would always follow me on their bikes or yell out abuse. I have been attacked multiple times and it's just not worth the risk going outdoors anymore. Once a year or so I am practically forced into going to the shops. Last time I went a group of girls sprayed water into my ear, got monkey noises made to me because of my ears from guys my age, got laughed at in EB games, the list goes on.

I isolate voluntarily now.

That's extremely brutal, normies deserve to suffer. Unfortunately I don't think there is a solution to these problems other than fixing our looks somehow.

Was there a main reason why you cut off connections with your friends?

The shame of being NEET and my deteriorating appearance played a big part, but I have always had an urge to avoid people, I think my avoidance is driven by shame over being an ugly sperg.

 

[Cloudrak]

Online games are cortisol spikes

 

[Sir Silentium]

That's extremely brutal, normies deserve to suffer. Unfortunately I don't think there is a solution to these problems other than fixing our looks somehow.

That's true, there really isn't, looks and race is everything. Normies may say to try and join a group of people, which they all seem to believe will work, but it doesn't. Unless you go to a church camp or something where they aren't going to abuse you, but even then they don't want you there and are just trying to make you feel included and welcome.

I am been trying to improve my looks but honestly there is only so much you can do without surgery, and no way I am paying someone to cut into my face and manipulate my bones, just to be more accepted by people.

The shame of being NEET and my deteriorating appearance played a big part, but I have always had an urge to avoid people, I think my avoidance is driven by shame over being an ugly sperg.
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Brutal, my father and I have both have Asperger's. Our interactions with others are off from the normal, normies will never understand.
I like that book, will buy

 

[Leon98]

When you get older, you realize your life is toxic, and you don't want it to be anymore toxic.

It's already hard enough to cope.

 

[Tokoken]

I have been trying, I mix old English into my speech and do not use profanity.

deadass thats sounds crack up, u gotta teach me

 

[Sir Silentium]

deadass thats sounds crack up, u gotta teach me

Start by knowing how to replace common words e.g instead of 'would' say thou, etc.
Such as instead of saying "why would you say that" say "Why speakest thou unto me" or something along those lines. Then add jokes into it tearing up what the other person just said.

Add lots of rhetorical questions in your speech.

 

[Tokoken]

Start by knowing how to replace common words e.g instead of 'would' say thou, etc.
Such as instead of saying "why would you say that" say "Why speakest thou unto me" or something along those lines. Then add jokes into it tearing up what the other person just said.

Add lots of rhetorical questions in your speech.

Shot bro imma learn to cook with the thou art

 

[VeryNiceGuy]

It was person vs everyone. It doesn’t matter what game mode I play, they always find a way to target me and make me feel miserable.

I also tried to defend myself once turning on Voice chat but it couldn’t have gone worse, everyone else started ganging up on me as well. Normies are detrimental to society

Lol i remember a lot of stupid fights in voice chat playin csgo against annoying normies, they always seem to find the most retarded things to say and insult you with them

 

[Sir Silentium]

Lol i remember a lot of stupid fights in voice chat playin csgo against annoying normies, they always seem to find the most retarded things to say and insult you with them

They will insult you over anything, it's their nature

 

[Livonica_Irreale]

PvP seems to be almost always toxic.