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I HAVE DIVINE MISSION TO PATTAYAMAXX BEFORE IM 30
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- Joined
- May 1, 2019
- Posts
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I must have at least 2,000 hours here or so...
Maybe more maybe less.
I could learn something, learn a language, learn stock market, learn anything and better my life.
But to what end, when I already know what awaits.
Even then, posting here did not do me any good. Posting here is damaging to you. But It is cope, and I need cope to survive without cope I would die, a vicious cycle for sure. Very cruel for nature to lead me down this path, thank you cosmic lottery for giving me my suicidal genes, living life on hardcore mode is too much, I want to live on tutorial mode, but I can't, because I was born with this genetics and there is no turning back from this.
Very brutal
Maybe more maybe less.
I could learn something, learn a language, learn stock market, learn anything and better my life.
But to what end, when I already know what awaits.
Even then, posting here did not do me any good. Posting here is damaging to you. But It is cope, and I need cope to survive without cope I would die, a vicious cycle for sure. Very cruel for nature to lead me down this path, thank you cosmic lottery for giving me my suicidal genes, living life on hardcore mode is too much, I want to live on tutorial mode, but I can't, because I was born with this genetics and there is no turning back from this.
Very brutal