1 year ago I was skinny, only weighed 90lbs @5'9 but I had a lean face with sharp jawline, at that time I would have never considered myself ugly or an incel. I had considered myself a 6-7 back then. My insecurity got bad and I decided to go to gym, my progress was good but I was an impatient little bitch so I used steroids.
My first cycle was with 500mg testosterone and lgd4033 and I had gotten from 130lbs - 160lbs within 12 weeks. That was the precurser of my trueceldom I had gotten some pimples and cysts appear on my face, and I also had moon face.
My second steroid cycle was when all hell broke loose and turned me into a complete truecel, I decided to abuse the FUCK outta steroids and I ran 750mg test, 600mg deca, and 100mg anadrol, when I was nearly done half the cycle at 8 weeks my face was completly ridden with cysts and pimples I can legit feel the lumps on my face, and without a doubt my back acne was even worse. It looked like an exploded minefield, bleeding cysts and bandages everywhere I had to change clothe before and after gym because my back would start bleeding mid set during workouts, people at the gym would stare at me with disgust. My face is completly blown out of shape, what once used to be a defined jawline now looks NECKLESS, my cheeks and eyes are bloodshot 24/7 and ridden with blackheads I look like im drunk.
Even worse, I had gotten erectile dysfunction from my year round steroid abuse I have not ejaculated with a hard cock in months even coping with porn has became harder. I wish I could go back to the time and remake my decision of taking steroids because I truly regret it. There's no option for me to stop steroid anymore... I had been on for too long I wont be able to produce my own testosterone if I stop. Today I am 200lbs of muscle, but am I happy? Brocels if you are thinking of using steroid for ascencion look elsewhere
My first cycle was with 500mg testosterone and lgd4033 and I had gotten from 130lbs - 160lbs within 12 weeks. That was the precurser of my trueceldom I had gotten some pimples and cysts appear on my face, and I also had moon face.
My second steroid cycle was when all hell broke loose and turned me into a complete truecel, I decided to abuse the FUCK outta steroids and I ran 750mg test, 600mg deca, and 100mg anadrol, when I was nearly done half the cycle at 8 weeks my face was completly ridden with cysts and pimples I can legit feel the lumps on my face, and without a doubt my back acne was even worse. It looked like an exploded minefield, bleeding cysts and bandages everywhere I had to change clothe before and after gym because my back would start bleeding mid set during workouts, people at the gym would stare at me with disgust. My face is completly blown out of shape, what once used to be a defined jawline now looks NECKLESS, my cheeks and eyes are bloodshot 24/7 and ridden with blackheads I look like im drunk.
Even worse, I had gotten erectile dysfunction from my year round steroid abuse I have not ejaculated with a hard cock in months even coping with porn has became harder. I wish I could go back to the time and remake my decision of taking steroids because I truly regret it. There's no option for me to stop steroid anymore... I had been on for too long I wont be able to produce my own testosterone if I stop. Today I am 200lbs of muscle, but am I happy? Brocels if you are thinking of using steroid for ascencion look elsewhere
